"Tis a secret

*frustration*

Hahaha fuck this 

You have no idea how badly I want to respond to your messages. 

Cause I fucking miss you like crazy

I hate when you randomly pop into my thoughts.  

haha it took that final stab of pain to open my eyes. 

I hate missing someone who you know you can't get back. 

It's really hard. But I just gotta keep my chin up and try to push through.  

It kills me to think that our story is over. 

I miss you. And I want you to care. I want to think you care. Because if I ask, and you don't, then that'll be it for me.