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Literally going to cry because I can’t find this story , so if anyone wants to help me out , I’ll love you forever!! The story was boyxboy and was about about a boy who was nerdy and bullied by this other boy constantly and the nerdy boy ends up trying to kill himself but lives. Then ends up going back to the place where it all started, where he’s taller and looks different, but the bully is now way shorter than him . I remember a specific part in the story where the bully and the nerdy boy were talking for awhile and the bully ends up crushing on the nerdy guy and leaves him a voicemail . The nerdy boy plays it and the bully runs away because he was embarrassed and it’s the bully admitting his feelings for him. Then the end of story the nerdy guy had an anniversary type thing where he lined up pills for each person he named aloud, and the bully comes there and freaks out because he thought he was going to try to kill him self again .
Please please please help a homie out , I’ve looked everywhere and this story means a lot to me, so if it sounds familiar let me know a title or author
Thank youuuu . I’d appreciate u so much