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My friends have been counting the days our other friend/my ex has been offline. I don’t want to seem pessimistic but I know he’s not coming back this time. I know he’s leaving us for good. I know he’s okay, because he’s been on my Tiktoks liking them and commenting and that’s definitely him. I can tell by the typing and the key spam. He’s out of reach. We’re not getting him back, and I can tell.
I want to act like I don’t give a fuck because it’s probably my fault for breaking things off with him, but I do. I miss just having someone to talk to. I don’t want him romantically ever again, but I want my best friend back.