Hehe So Secwet... :3

Baby? I miss you. I know, its stupid, I shouldn't still have feelings for you. I hope wattpad never deletes your account. You mean everything to me. I lost your password. I cant have this gone of you too. I love you

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          You'll still always have a special place in my heart. I still love you, even to this day ♡ 
          I wish I could've gotten to speak to you one last time and tell you how much I loved you. 
          I dont have much else to say, I just miss you so much... no one else has made me feel like you and I swear you were the one

I need to get this off my chest because it hurts so bad thinking about it I never got the chance to say I'm sorry I didn't respond in time and you thought I hated you my step mom took my tablet and I was trying so hard to get it back I'm so sorry I wasn't there it's been a while since it happened but Everytime I get in this app it reminds me of you....I haven't even been able to say your name with out wanting to break down in tears...yes I know it's been like 2-3 years or I don't know I was never told when you...you know..so I could celebrate the day in your honor you were a truly strong person and you were loved and you are missed....I wish I could have been there for you...I'm so sorry..I hope your in a good place you deserve peace after all the pain you've been through..you were a good friend Maddie..love you..
                                                              - Kay

Hey guys..
          It's @LizTheDestructionGod 
          I managed to get the password to her account well looking threw older messages.

God dammit I miss you....

God dammit- I'm reading back up on all these memories and it's making me sad. I really miss you, and I hope your watching over me with your helpful eye ♡
          
          I love you,  maddie! A lot..

I love you too.... <3

I-I can't believe it.....
          Rest in peace Madeline..... 
          When the cops had arrived, they searched everywhere, but she was nowhere to be found. She had ran away... They went searching everywhere...
          After a few days, they found Maddie... lying unconscious.... She overdosed....
          She was admitted to the hospital immediately... She died a day later....
          I-I can't believe it.... Maddie's dead...
          My best friend is dead. I can't.... 
          But I don't blame her....
          
          At five, she was raped by her own brother.
          At seven, she started getting bullied in school.
          At seven again, her parents got a divorce, and her father remarried. Her father was an alcoholic, and never was there for her... her step-mother, she abused her, starved her... refused to give her anti-depressants and other medicine, etc...
          She got adopted by her aunt recently, but then snapped and then this happened.... I-I-I......
          I'm sorry Lizzie...... 
          And this time... I can't even attend the funeral...

*Not @secwetbeing but a friend*
          "I'm not able to get on anymore. I'm not allowed on my phone, my computer, nothing. I've locked myself in my room. I can't I can't I can't. I'm starving. I haven't eaten in DAYS. I'm running out of water. I'm cutting more and more and more. I'm going INSANE! I want to talk to my girlfriend! I do I do I do! But my mom will not let me! She says I'm too young for love! Me and Caroline! She and her girlfriend had to break up as well! I can't! I'm just trapped in my room, sobbing to myself as my wrists bleed and bleed and bleed! Please! I just want to leave! And I want to talk to you -----(my name) and Alix! But I can't! I'm sneaking on, I am! I have to go now, just a quick message. Tell Lizzie that I love her... I do and I want to tell her myself, but I can't. I have to go... bye..."
          
          It's from Maddie. A text. She isn't allowed on her technology anymore, so she can't be on. So sorry to @TAEKOOK---BITCH ...

FOLLOW MY AMAZING GIRLFRIEND-
          @TAEKOOK---BITCH
          (She's wonderful)