SeeYa_InHell

I’ve been having this intuition the past few days. Something is going to happen. I’ve never felt that something is wrong as strong as I do now. But I’m not worried, it’s not anxious thoughts, whatever is wrong will not affect me but it will affect my surroundings. 
          
          I’ve had problems sleeping. I go to bed at 5 AM and set my alarm at 9 AM to fix my schedule, I stay up the entire day only to fall asleep at 5 AM again. 
          
          My body feels strange. I can’t put a finger on what it is but something is strange. As soon as my mom calls me out I keep thinking she knows something, something about me. The thing is, I don’t have anything to hide. What am I afraid that she knows? 
          
          She’s been awfully kind lately. She’s been patient and less pushy (very unlike her). She’s been cooking me prep-meals for 5 days forward only to grab food on her way home from work to me (not only 1 order but 2). She’s been buying Christmas stuff for us (I, personally don’t celebrate Christmas), told me yesterday that we can “bake together” although she hates baking (she’s very bad at it and extremely impatient). I also don’t like baking and she knows it. 
          
          My grandmother sent that weird text, “merry Christmas” 2 weeks before Christmas.
          
          I feel like I’m living in a fever dream. 
          What is happening? 
          
          My intuition is telling me that someone is dying and it’s either my mom or my grandmother. 
          (They have health issues). 

Tell me why tf my grandmother sends me a “Merry Christmas lovely you” 2 weeks before actual Christmas  
          

It’s raining and that just made my entire day

I’m so tired of people being overly sensitive. They be acting so dramatic and are all in this whole mindset of “what can I find today to victimize myself because I have to make up for my daddy leaving me as a kid?” (Someone ‘bout to jump me for my ‘daddy issues’-joke istg)
          
          DAILY we hear about awful stuff on the news without warning but bc y’all so stuck up in y’all’s little TikTok world and doesn’t watch the news you think everything needs trigger warning like how it gets filtered out on social media bc actual 8 year old Sephora kids on there making hauls. 
          
          It’s actually scary how fragile this generation is becoming. Soon I’ll not be able to say “omg I’m dead!! AHAHAH” bc ppl will need trigger warning: “omg you were talking about death!!! TW!!! TW EVERYONE! LOOK OUT! SHE SAID SOME WEIRD STUFF IN THE COMMENTS!!!” Girl-