Seedsxmelone
Helloooooo people
Some wounds never heals......
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Seedsxmelone
Seedsxmelone
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It's weird .. that i get a night to myself my birthday night.. I mean at 12 of 2 feb i get night to myself .. I cry i sit alone .. IN JOIN family on 2 feb i get the night .. its kinda good for me as well that i can cry my heart out
Seedsxmelone
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Heyyy
Soooo It's fuckiiingggg feb again ..
Today is the day.... My Birthday. ..People usually celebrate this but what is there to celebrate about it..???
I have tried to celebrate this day in 2019 .. still living with a regret ..
Since then I haven't celebrate this day .. Its the day I wish I could just leave the world or just disappear .. I want people to forget this day as my BIRTHDAY I want them not to acknowledge this day as my birthday ... I fucking hate it... I don't know ... Crying on my birthday isn't something i want .. but every time it's here i am sacred I can't hold back my tears .. It just hurts..It just do I don't know when will it stop.... i pretend like it doesn't bother me ... ughhhhhhhhh
Seedsxmelone
Hiiii
Sometimes you have to give people some space......so that they don't feel annoying by your presence .....
Seedsxmelone
Hiiiii
Good evening....
If you think you are special to them.... Don't be so happy or confident......... people change....and make sure you confirm it before...being confident about it....
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Seedsxmelone
Hiiiiii
Sometimes it's to understand.....that if the person you are waiting for and missing....is that person waiting for you as well ....does that person misses you as well ...
They say that they are busy.....are they??? And when you are busy you still think about them ...but do they also....when you can take time in your busy day to drop one single msg .....why can't they???......
If you can drop one msg letting them know that I am busy....like hey I haven't forgot about you .... Why can't they do the same ....why can't they take 5 min and talk to you....if they say that you are special...and why are they not making you feel special....
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Seedsxmelone
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Hiiiii
Good morning beautiful people......
Hmmm ..... there is something I would like to know .....
I feel like crying...... really hard.....but I can't.... why???
1) I can't cry Infront of My siblings...... don't want to ruin their mood and give them stress....
2) I can't cry alone.....why?????.coz If I am alone and start crying....I don't think I'll be able to hold myself.....and I think I will hurt myself...again.....and this time I am so full that ....I am sacred ....to cry alone........
Fuck it .......
Seedsxmelone
What is hurts more .????
A person leaves you that person who you thought would never leave?????
Or when you know that they are going to leave .....coz everyone leaves ...no one is going to stay forever.......but still hurts when they leave ....
Seedsxmelone
Sometimes it's hard to understand
Whether that person wants you in his or her life...... Are they regretting??? .......
...the worst feeling is when you think you are going to lose the person who you love the most...........
Seedsxmelone
Hiiii
Good afternoon.....
Why does our mood suddenly depends on someone ...????..... We were doing fine before they came in our life ........
But then why do we need that person to talk to us .. give us their time...their attention........????
We should not just do this .....for that we should have control over our hearts.....
We get tired of waiting for that one person to give us time...to msg us........
Why ???.
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