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The reasons I've been inactive is stated below:
          
          1. I just moved into my very first apartment and is currently getting settled in.
          
          2. My inspiration is very low/motivation doesn't come to me as easily.
          
          3. I feel like I have lost most of my readers (minor reason tho, I am motivated to get new ones over time)
          
          And 4. I am way to damn self critical for my own good and I overthink *every* little detail.
          
          Hopefully these reasons will change and disappear eventually, but right now those are the main 4 reasons as to why I haven't been creating and publishing books/new chapters to my ongoing stories. I hope someone out there is still interested in what I do, it makes it easier for me to keep going <3

why do I feel like my writing isn't as good as it used to be? Like I'm overthinking way too much and I'm making it more difficult for me than necessary- but I can't stop?

My first original is going to be a mix between text and art-pieces I'm going to do myself. So giving you guys a heads up because I just ordered my drawing pad! ^^

First one shot out! Removed the previous ones because I wasn't proud over them but here you guys go! ((Warning: mature/18+ content))
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/302005069

New book up! This one will be a long-term project and I'm working on part 2 of the OneShot I've already posted - trying to get my grind on 
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/302005069

Chapter 1 out now! I kinda like the start of this one ^^
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/301095938

Kinda thinking of publishing my own works.. Try and get out there.. But idk, I might do a mix of both originals and fanfiction.
          I don't even know if anyone is reading this anymore. 

I really need some good fanfic inspiration - this shit keeps killing me. I desperately want to write something but my mind is being a brat to me and overthinking my current writing skills.
          
          I have a bunch of ideas, but whenever I write them down my mind goes "maybe this isn't good after all", and I end up putting it in drafts.

First chapter out now!
          
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/290908559

I keep writing and rewriting chapters for a book I'm really excited to publish eventually  - but I've realized I have 0 confidence in my own stories/writing. So it's really hard for me to publish content.
          
          But I will be doing my best!! I believe I'm very much forgotten because I never 'stay active', but, I'll do my best to get my name up there again ^^
          
          Thank you.
          <3