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So, I'm still sitting on the last edits for my chapter 3. I keep saying "next weekend I'll finish", "NEXT weekend I'll finish"... it's not that I don't want to. Life is quite the pain right now, and I do work as a night shift CNA, and lately work and schedules have been heavy and hectic lately. I still have my mental plot ideas, but it has been very hard to relax and sit my ass down to focus writing. More often than not, I fall the fuck asleep in my recliner or in bed when I try. Or I think I'm gonna play animal Crossing, clear my head and write before bed. Then my boyfriend comes home and finds me asleep wherever with Switch or tablet in hand.
I hate back burnering this, but at this point, I really have to. I'm trying, but a few things need to settle a bit more before I can write more, even for my own fun. Because I'm so high strung, it takes awhile to relax enough to focus on what I want to get out without it looking like I just Threw it out there. I do think about this every day, but life's a bitch right now. Lol. I'mma get back on this as soon as I can.