Selenatx

HELLO, NOT DEAD YES I AM BACK IN THE FANDOM NO I WON'T BE WRITING BUT I BEEN PRACTICING DRAWING AND I HAVE TWITTER YES I WILL BE DRAWING CHARLASTOR BUT NOT NOW

VincetheVile

@Selenatx Good luck on the Charlastor art! I'm gonna get back into it too!
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Selenatx

Hell yall, you don't really have to read this but I just need to say it.
          
          A couple of days ago I needed to put my dog down, he acted so weird for the 3 months we had him for so we didn't know he was sick, when it started he started to pee blood, throw up, and not eat/drink.
          
          So my mother took him to the vet, they tried to take his blood but it was thick so it hard to get it out for testing and when they handed him off he didn't react at all or made any sudden movements, after that they sent him to an emergency place had him hooked up on some medicines to keep him alive, to get his blood less thick (blood thinners), and to get his fever down.
          
          When that day passed he was getting better his fever went down but they were still gonna keep him to make sure he is okay (by now we were waiting for his blood tests to come back) it could of been a uti since he would hold his bladder and hardly drink water, but it was worser the doctors said he had heartworm, uti, and his blood platelets were low the uti and heartworm weren't apart of the problem.
          
          Another day passed his blood was worse he was more sick and that was the day they figured he had a blood disease and he was in the final stage of it (I wasn't given enough information by what I was told) my parents told me and my siblings they had to put him down since they couldn't do anything else, they had a option but it was no use the doctors gave my dog blood to help but it just came out of him so giving him a blood transfusion probably wasn't going to help.
          
          I couldn't watch him go so I stayed home crying thinking of any possibility he can live, hours passed and he was gone forever.
          He was born that way since birth with that sickness and it hurts me we didn't see it.
          
          Losing a dog is hard we didn't even have him for a year, now it's emptier in my house I have two dogs but it doesn't help that one of them is his puppy. I miss him a lot and I still cry thinking if I didn't love him enough.

VincetheVile

@Selenatx I know how you feel and I'm sorry for your loss. I've had dogs over a decade and they have died from parvo to birth defects. But I still have 5 with me but the experience is something I wish nobody should go through. The hardest death I still cried over to this year was my first dog I had over ten long years who perished in 2019. So love your remaining dogs, because one of them is his child. 
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Selenatx

There may be typos but I could care less right now
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Selenatx

Hello again my dear followers!  I am sadly to report that I am leaving the Charlastor Community.
          
          Now I'm not leaving for ever there is a chance I might come back, and of course I won't be deleting my account.
          
          After this post is sent all of the stories I made will be discontinued and the chapters that were being worked on will be published with a note.
           
          I would like to say a few things, to get some stuff out if the way.
          
          .No the reason I am leaving isn't because the toxic part of the ship (Not everybody in the ship is toxic)
          
          .I might come back 
          
          .The reason I am leaving is because I don't really have the same interest I had in Charlastor when I first joined and I found something else I like
          
           (you might be wondering why can't keep writing and liking the thing I like, well I don't have anymore ideas to write any chapters and I can't force myself to do something I no longer have interest in, I do not hate/dislike charlastor in any way).
          
          Before I leave I wanna say thank you guys for reading my story and for the writers I follow (Not all of them will be reading this) you guys inspired me to write my stories.
          
          Thank you guys and goodbye!

Selenatx

@VincetheVile Thank you for understanding, and yeah I will hopefully join back when I can.
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VincetheVile

@Selenatx OH MY GOD ANOTHER ONE LOST! I understand that you don't have any motivation right now, but it's getting kinda lonely! I hope you feel better and come back when you have the strength for it.
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Selenatx

Little gal of mine word count is gonna be bump up to hopefully 2000 words just to make up for the time I didn't get to write, I am very sorry for those who do read my stories and have to wait a long time.
          
          And for charlastor one-shot there is a new chapter  being made that will introduce some new characters.
          
          Friendly reminder to stay safe out there and study for your tests or exams!

MythicalLagoon

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@Selenatx Look you shouldn't even try anymore, you do realize you're fucking supporting the most homophobic ship? That just literally says your a horrible person and nobody care if your gonna write. Pretty sure they want you to stop, you are the most fucking messed up person I ever met Charlie is a lesbian and she would never cheat on vaggie, also alastor can't fall in love. QUIT FUCKING WRITING
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Selenatx

So for Charlastor one-shots I was wondering if you wouldn't mind if I added like three of my oc's, the story will still be charlastor it would just probably have more dialog, actions, backstories and also along the way you guys will maybe learn more about them??
          Just let me know if I should add them or not

Selenatx

I'm alright, I just wanted to change it up
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VincetheVile

@Selenatx Oh, I also noticed you changed your pfp. Are you alright?
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VincetheVile

@Selenatx And That's okay! Let your imagination go wild with characters to make your stories better! I've made Alastor's family, Charlie's long lost older brother, it goes on! Introduce your characters you made yourself, don't be ashamed. You can do it!
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Selenatx

Little Gal Of Mine's chapter isn't coming out soon, I am very sorry for the wait but I have very little time to write due to school. Of course I will not cancel the story, and also another chapter is being made for the charlastor one-shots! (Will be out sooner than little gal of mine)

DarlingMidnight

@Selenatx Oh... anyway, good luck with school work! Im already exited to read a new one shot.
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