So today, I found out that my research paper is a fail and I have no time left to restart it due to my own negligence and overthinking self... I regret so many things and yet I know I can't do anything about it other than moving on... I feel so in the dumps rn, feeling terrible for how my actions led to this. It hurts and yet it was my own fault why it does... I am now trying to find grounds for me to hold on, to find my direction and picture myself in a future where I've found relief and able to smile fully. I am gonna restart my journey and find a path that will suit me...
Its funny to think that I write my stories trying to show some sort of journey into self discovery and acceptance, hardships and finding the right path and knowing theirselves... I always write with these thoughts in mind for my characters knowing I'm probably reflecting myself into them. They ended up finding what they're looking for and having grounds to stand on their own and the confidence they need... Just like my characters, I hope 1 day, I could make it real for myself...
PS. Forgive me sharing this stuff that may seem quite unecessary in wattpad but I just needed someplace to let this out and since wattpad is like a safe-haven to me, I choose this platform to let out my feelings...
