I have struggled with feeling weak and foolish for ever taking him back after everything! I struggle with the confusion his mother planted in his mind, and I struggle with the wonder if I can ever love him like I used to or drop my wall completely and open up and trust him again!
Your story helped me find strength and dignity in my decision instead of the shame I can easily feel if I allow myself! U put all my pains, disappointments, silent struggles, self questioning and breaking of my soul into such eloquently stated words I made my husband also read your story and for the first time I think he was forced to see the amount of turmoil he put our family through and could finally understand exactly what I meant for the last 7 years of how his mother changed his perception, personality, and priorities of life from a perfect husband and father to a monster!! And the war he had inside of himself acting against what was in his heart! Thank you so very much I really needed this boost of “you’re an amazing wife, not a total fool!”
No matter how my story ends! Thank u again! ❤️