I never thought this year would begin in such a heavy and painful way. The very first month itself took away so many people, and now, at the start of February, yesterday I've lost one of my closest relative. It feels unreal how quickly everything has changed. On top of that, many people have lost their lives in my area. Even though I didn't know them personally, but I used to see them regularly faces you recognize, people you silently acknowledge every day. Watching their bodies coming out from ambulances has been deeply disturbing and hard to process. Those images stay with you.
Jab bhi likhne ka sochti hoon, kuch na kuch bura ho jaata hai. I don't know why it feels this way, but it has become very difficult for me to focus or even gather my thoughts properly. Writing usually gives me comfort, but right now my mind and heart both feel exhausted.
I'm really sorry for the delay. I know I've already taken a lot of time, first because of my exams, and now because of everything that's been happening. I truly didn't mean to disappear or make anyone wait. I just needed a little time to breathe and deal with all of this.
I'll share an update maybe tomorrow or the day after tomorrow. Thank you so much for your patience and understanding. I promise I will finish the story very soon. Once again, I'm really sorry for the delay, and thank you for staying with me despite everything. ♡
