Mentally Fucked

I've been thinking about coming back, but I'm unsure. I don't want to come back for more attention. I want to come back for you guys and how much you all genuinely like my stuff. But my brain has always been obsessed with the numbers and statistics.

First chapter of the new book is up, guys. Just an author's note to start, but I do have 2 Halloween one shots I'll be posting later today.

To anyone who actually reads the vents and authors notes regarding my mental health, my anxiety is a huge bitch and self shipping always gets involved somehow. I just need to get all my feelings out, which is why I always go off on tangents when I impulsively post them. You'd think I use self shipping as comfort when I deal with this as often as I do, but that's not the case. I think I really need to use it as comfort again.

Why am I losing followers? What am I doing wrong?

I feel like I'm doing this again for nothing.

Anyone who reads my one shots, please comment. I love reading them and I miss them from my old books. Most of you were so sweet and helped me keep going. I came back mostly for the comments lol.

For anyone who cares, I, previously @/normalisfortheweak and now @/SelfShippingWeirdo, am back in business. Let me know how many of you actually remember me.

Hey. I noticed that your stories were gone and just wanted to say that I’ll be sorry to see you go. I think you’re an amazing writer and I loved every story of yours that I read. I understand your decision of course, and just hope that you have good luck in all of your future endeavors. 

Hey! I read some of your oneshots. They're pretty good. I started to write a oneshot book of my own, but I only have one chapter. If you want to check it out, I'd really appriciate it. Have a good day and have fun writing!

I feel like all of my one shots are cringe. Try to change my mind.