SelfieGameWeak

Why I'm mentally unstable:
          	1.) @zaynmalik is not @zaynmalik1D
          	2.) Zouis Funeral 
          	3.) Lilo messed with Niall's ride and it was adorable 
          	4.) only a month of school left till summer
          	5.) this heat is getting to me with no AC
          	6.) naughty boy can't even keep Sam Smith on Twitter 
          	7.) mind is racing with wanting this first story to be perfect 
          	8.) zayn quoted mean girls when he tweeted Louis
          	9.) Reading Mortal Instruments is bad for the feels
          	10.) Zayn needs to sit his little boy ass down before this mother fudging roller coaster runs him over!
          	11.) I love him, does he love us, did he ever care, I can't stop loving him, did he stop loving us? //Poem titled: Zayn//

SelfieGameWeak

Why I'm mentally unstable:
          1.) @zaynmalik is not @zaynmalik1D
          2.) Zouis Funeral 
          3.) Lilo messed with Niall's ride and it was adorable 
          4.) only a month of school left till summer
          5.) this heat is getting to me with no AC
          6.) naughty boy can't even keep Sam Smith on Twitter 
          7.) mind is racing with wanting this first story to be perfect 
          8.) zayn quoted mean girls when he tweeted Louis
          9.) Reading Mortal Instruments is bad for the feels
          10.) Zayn needs to sit his little boy ass down before this mother fudging roller coaster runs him over!
          11.) I love him, does he love us, did he ever care, I can't stop loving him, did he stop loving us? //Poem titled: Zayn//

SelfieGameWeak

I need a hug...I need Zayn...this fandom is everything to me and this band is also everything to me. And I'm so happy for him if this makes him happy...but I'm not...I'm not happy, and I suppose now I must teach myself to be happy again...the memory's, God I love them...I'm just counting my blessing that the other four are still here and I'm waiting to wake up to Liam for the millionth time trying to cheer us up...good night and I love every single one of you!