Selpor384

OML IM BACK FR NOW
          	
          	I have been on a serious emotional roller coaster BUT IM BACK AND BETTER THAN EVER
          	I know I've been gone a while and I probably have a LOT of updating to do so DONT WORRY we will have new chapters for everything by the end of the week (hopefully) ANNDDD I MISSED EVERYONE SO MUCH IM SO HAPPY TO BE BACK <3

Selpor384

OML IM BACK FR NOW
          
          I have been on a serious emotional roller coaster BUT IM BACK AND BETTER THAN EVER
          I know I've been gone a while and I probably have a LOT of updating to do so DONT WORRY we will have new chapters for everything by the end of the week (hopefully) ANNDDD I MISSED EVERYONE SO MUCH IM SO HAPPY TO BE BACK <3

Selpor384

Hey guys! I'm back! For a bit... i actually just wanted to ask for advice. there's this person i like and i told them and they friend zoned me. i was ok with it for a bit and we went to the drive in with a few friends. everything was going ok until they put their arm around my waist secretly and stayed like that the rest of the movie. usually i would have pushed them away but I like them and I liked their arm around me. so after the movie they drove me home and held my hand the whole way there and when i asked them about it they said "just as friends". so yeah im confused haha...

Selpor384

Hey guys, it's been a while. It's currently 11:51 pm where I'm at and Christmas is almost over. I hate to admit it, but this Christmas was disappointing, and fulfilling. I don't know why I cared, but I didn't get a lot. What was fulfilling was being able to sit in my room from 11am to 6pm painting and watching The Office. I made it to Season 7 from Season 5 AND I painted two canvas paintings, one watercolor, and my friend's shirt! I know it doesn't sound like a lot, but with school, and the musical, and everything else I'm a part of, it was nice to take a break and focus on some me time. Talking to my boo, watching The Office, and painting. Probably my three favorite things right now. And I'm fixing on watching some more. So, Happy Holidays to all of you!

Selpor384

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Anybody else just completely and utterly exhausted of everything. Why does our generation even care about politics? We can't even freaking vote. Why do we even care? I don't get it. Why do we bother ourselves with all this crap, constantly stressing about politics, or black lives matter this, or pride that, or we want our freedom of speech, or we dont want to wear masks, and all this SHIT. I don't understand it. This stresses the HELL out of me because I don't understand why we have to be involved???? Like, does anyone remember whenever we were innocent little human beings? Just having fun, for no apparent reason, just to have fun? Because the problem is, I DONT. I don't remember what it was like to have fun because I haven't been truly happy, or not stressed out, or not involved with anything, since forever. So please, anyone else feel this way? Or is it just me wanting to have some fun and relax and break some rules and just not worry about all this stupid shit going on right now.... Just me? Let me know, y'all. I'm genuinely curious who actually remembers. And anyone else just start having random anger issues all of a sudden? Or am I just going through a lot of damn shit... Please let me know... I have no idea what I'm doing.

Selpor384

Anybody else just tired of being alone? Like... it seems impossible for me to find a date or just someone to be with because they all go away eventually. The one relationship that has always gone well in my life and hasn't failed is with my cousin. Love u boo <3. Anywho, I just feel like it's super unlikely that I'll ever not be single in my lifespan. I try to tell someone I like them or sm and everytime without fail, I get friendzoned or just straight up rejected. It pisses me off sometimes. I keep my cool most of the time, but it feels like everyone is doing okay with their love life except me. I'm tired of being single. And people (my friends) tell me they don't understand why I'm still single, either bc I'm "awesome and any guy would be lucky" to have me but I'm angry. Because I'm single. Thank you for coming to my midnight ted talk