Darkness

Short update!!
          
          School is starting this week so I won’t be online as much as I would like to. I am currently working on a story that is three separate google docs (one having 40 pages while the others have around 20+ pages) 
          
          I’ll try to edit them to make them a little shorter before I post them so keep a lookout for that. Sorry if I haven’t been online or talking a lot, I’m just not exactly having a good time in Quarantine so that’s putting a negative effect on my mindset. 
          
          So yeah, school starting, negative mindset starting to form again, and I’m just overall tired. Book coming out very soon if school doesn’t become a pain in the ass for me :/

Hello everyone! I know I haven’t been that active on this account lately (or really have been in the mood to do anything here on Wattpad cuz it sucks now :/ )  but I just wanted to quickly say something.
          
          I’ve been procrastinating a lot lately with the story and stuff and well... I might not post it until I at least have the first 5 or 10 chapters done (it’s taking a while for me to write the first chapter due to me wanting somethings to happen in the story blah blah blah, etc) 
          
          I haven’t really been feeling good lately (emotionally and mentally, not physically) and well, I’m not exactly into doing any rps at the moment. Maybe I’ll do one or two here and there but for now, I’m not really interested in doing rps so sorry :/  let me just say that this quarantine and problems I’ve been dealing with is having a huge impact on me and what I do on this app. I only really come here to read story’s and like them but even then I don’t get the chance to fully read the chapters and have to read bits and pieces every day cuz so much is happening. 
          
          But I promise I’ll try my best not to do anything idiotic or smth, maybe later today I’ll do an rp to help me forget about what’s going on, idk. Also before I go, I have some slightly good news. I’m back into Ninjago, like REALLY into Ninjago. (Yes, I’m still into Eddsworld so don’t worry. That will always have a special place in my heart <3)  
          
          So yeah, that’s the update for today. (Also before I go, thank you those who asked if I was okay and that I can count on them if anything happens, love you guys so much <3) Have a Happy Fourth of July and please stay safe out there, see you guys soon 

Ah hah-
          
          Guess who's back and alive somehow :)
          
          Now, I know I haven't exactly been talking to many people lately for the past few weeks :/ But I've been working really hard with homework, online classes, some chapters for a book I'm writing, family issues, etc and man was this a stressful time for me. 
          
          I haven't been able to fully ready chapters that people have written and when I get the chance, I only get to comment one or two times before I have to get off to do something important. Now with school being over on June 3rd (birthday happening this Friday so that's fun :D) I have a good feeling I will be able to comment more on somethings, read any chapters I haven't been able to read, and now I'm able to continue writing my story! 
          
          Now if most of you remember, I wasn't feeling too well before. The same thing happened to me throughout the days and I'm feeling a little sick but it's not that big of a problem. Some small sniffles are and a few small coughs but I've been feeling alright so don't worry about me <3 
          
          And lastly, I know that in the USA, we've been dealing with a bunch of protesting, rioting, etc so I just want to tell you (if you are participating in any of these things) Please for the love of God be careful, I want to know that you guys are safe and at home, out of harm's way for now. I wouldn't want anything to happen to you guys at all. No, it's not fair that so many innocent people have and are losing their lives to police officers but please, PLEASE be safe. I love you all with all my heart and I hope to talk to you all soon. Love you guys and I'mma sign out for tonight <3 <3

Also, off topic but I'm planning on actually trying to write a book. Like an official, none random book that I hope people might like. I've actually been meaning to write this story but haven't gotten the chance to make it cuz one, I haven't thought of an idea and two, I don't think it'll do well cuz not a lot of people read my stories lol. (And of you did, thank you ♡✿)
          
          It's technically a Reader X Eddsworld kinda thing but it's gonna include some Army/Leader Aus in there. 
          
          It'll be one heck of a book consisting of either four books being tired together or just one book but being extremely long. (Y'all can choose which one you want, I'm down to do it) 
          
          Just to give you a small hint, the title is gonna include Black Widow. (Not the character from Marvel, but the actual spider) 
          
          If you can figure out what this story might be about then send me a DM and I'll tell you if you got it right ♡

So... What did I miss the past few days? (･-･;) 
          
          On a real note tho, sorry for not being online for quite a while, a lot of things has happened over the past few days/weeks that I haven't exactly been able to respond to any rps, barely being able to read any full chapters that people have posted and only being able to vote for now until I get the chance to read them on my free time. (Which is rare now) 
          
          Yes, I'm still taking online classes and yeah, I'm still a little sick but I'm doing much better then I was before. (not sure what I caught tho, but I'm sure I'm alright) No need for you guys to worry and sorry if I did make you guys worried, that was on my part. 
          
          To those I've been doing rps with and didn't get the chance to finish or respond, I'll make sure to answer those later today and start this account back running and functioning again. 
          
          I hope you guys and your loved ones stay safe and I'll catch you guys later. Love you all ♡

I hope you are ok! Please stay safe, I saw you been feeling sick. Just take medicine and try to stay inside as much as possible 

Guess who's been feeling a little sick-ish lately! 
          
          Me... Unfortunately  and it's making me a bit nervous 

Who else thinks this new update on Wattpad sucks ass? Like, I hate how we only get to read 3 books offline and if you want to add more, you have to pay premium 
          
          It's really annoying... I actually liked the older updates unlike this one... 

Alright... Guess who's back online :') 
          
          I hope y'all had Great Christmas/Hanukkah/ Kwanzaa/etc tho! Or just if you don't celebrate it, I hope you had a great day ^^ 
          
          And in addition, Happy New Year Eve everyone! 2019 beens quite an interesting adventure but hopefully next year will be better. It was a good decade (2010-2015 for me. The rest just went to sh*t) but we'll just have to see about the next one! 
          
          Love you all! 

Guess who's not going to be able to be online for a while :)