Im sorry i havent been updating. These past few weeks have been hell. First, i lost one of my best friends, and i rlly miss her. Second, my crush rejects me after i tell him my feelings, then today my grandpa threatens me, my mom and my siblins saying he was goong to kick us out of the house. He keeps hitting me and my siblings, and yellig at my mom for "not keeping us kids under control". I dont understand what we did. Hes saying he will be glad to see us sleeping on the streets. Ive been crying all day because of these things. I seriously feel like running away. To where nobody can hurt me. Maybe find another family and more friends who care.
