Septicrier
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I guess I should get into why I dropped off the face of the earth to those who didn't know me anywhere other than wattpad. I'd say the main reason was that wattpad had begun to consume my life in its entirety. I struggle with mental health and so I get into this obsessive sort of state where I don't want to do anything but just that one thing I'm focused on (whether that be youtube, some videogame, reading, or watching movies/shows. It all varies). So basically I decided that I needed to get a hold of myself and stop. Another reason would be that a person who I had largely portrayed myself with and I had a fallout. I didn't realize at the time because I was young and dumb (still dumb I suppose) but I had come to miss them, and I still do greatly. As a consequence, this made it really difficult to come onto wattpad as it only reminded me of my mistake. My last reason is that many of the ships I had once cared for so greatly I now don't that much. I think my reasoning for this is that I saw what the fandom had done to Jacksepticeye and Markiplier and I felt like I had personally taken part in ruining their friendship. For those of you who don't know, Septiplier used to be a huge ship that was supported by many (still somewhat is) before Jack and Mark got into relationships. It made seeing each other very awkward for them and i don't blame them. It eventually died down, but I came to terms with the fact its not fair to those people to be doing that to them. I think it's okay to ship people in private, but don't blast it onto them. I don't think I'll be changing my bio, because i still enjoy reading some fics, but I felt I should explain where my opinion stands. I will continue writing my Phan fic, but only under the terms that it's people based off of Dan and Phil, so things could change. Besides that, I think I will begin editing what I already have written in my story soon. Anyways, thank you very much if you read this and I hope to see some of you guys soon!