Hello everyone. I wanted to give you all an update. I am doing a lot better than I was a few months ago. I've been on medication, been working out and losing weight, and I'm just trying my best. I pretty much developed health anxiety over everything that happened to me which spirals out of control and turns to chaos pretty quickly. It's very exhausting and it's the biggest thing I deal with right now. Every pain and discomfort now turns into deadly diseases in my head which shuts me down completely and my mind just won't stop spinning. I am trying super hard to get out of it, but it's difficult. I've never had to deal with something like this before. I hope to one day not think like this anymore.
That being said, I've been still working on my writing in the background, just slowly trying to build up plots for more stories. I want to start uploading again and I have many ideas I want to share, so I hope to start doing that really soon! I might be slow on Psychosexual updates, the reason for that is that the story is many many years old, and though I love it, I had a LOOOONG break from it and coming back to it after so long did not feel the same. If you are a writer, then you know you change all the time, and a book like Psychosexual is not something I would write today, which is why it's so hard for me to write sometimes. Worry not, I still plan on finishing it. I also plan on posting more stories at the same time, so uploads will be ALL OVER THE PLACE, and I am sorry about that. I just want to be happy and excited for writing again, so I need those new stories to keep feeling motivated and inspired.
Anyway, thank you guys for the messages you've left me everywhere, I have read all of them and appreciate you all. Happy new years, and I hope all of us have an amazing 2024 <3