SereneEmaan

I miss you..

Where and HOW are you?

Heyyy

Heyyy

❝Zindagi may Kuch log chalay jatay Hain,
          Rishtay puranay hojatay Hain
          Kisay fasanay bus rehjatay Hain
          Yaadien Dil pay likh jatay hain
          Unkahien Baatien Chor jatay Hain
          Samnay Jo rehtay thay
          Ab pukarnay pay bhi atay Nahi Hain
          Zindagi may Kuch log chalay jatay Hain.❞
          
          

❝After a long time I picked my journal to write,
           as my fingers skimmed the grim pages, 
          I found my heart strings be tugged by your name,
          So serene yet so disastrous as I felt my breath hitching, memories of us begin dancing where words once resided. Hand in hand we hoped through every page, as we reached the end, I turned to look at you but you were never there and once again the memories faded and I was left alone on my own with nothing but a grim journal in my shaking hands. ❞ 
          

❝But oh the cruelty of the memories that won't die and a heart that never stops feeling.❞ 

❝I can feel my heartbeat drop, an uncanny feeling settling in. As I ponder upon the good times, what lies in the goodbyes? I can't remember the last time I truly felt alive nor the reason for my deadly demise.❞ 

❝This strange melancholy is taking over me, I no longer desire human relations nor interactions. As if there's no real place that my heart can call home. This feeling lurks in my heart, a strange sickening feeling that just won't go away.❞ 

❝It is possible that when you return my beloved autumn,
          I may not be I, and you may not be you.❞