Serenity Perez

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When I tell people my full name and I say my middle name they always think I'm saying Amine. 
          But it's just Anamae.
          I have to explain it EVERY time.
          
          Why do I even have that name

My younger sister was secretly dating a boy she liked for some time and I was the only one who knew. Ofcourse I accepted it and stuff. I thought it was a bit suspicious; but I had thought that it was just my trust issues playing. Then she comes to me not even 5 minutes ago crying and feeling unlovable. This mother fucker BROKE UP with her. Guess what. Over PETTY NOTHING. He blamed her for how he was ACTING, how he treated her, how he said things. He told her that it was her fault that he didn't put effort into the relationship. I'm furious but I can't do anything otherwise I'd cause more issues for her and that's the last thing I want. She's broken about this and all I can do to protect her is hug her right now. I'm at my limits with people. She asked me why people always use her and manipulate her, but what am I supposed to say? Tell her she's naive and puts too much trust into people? No. I wish I was brave enough to open up to people I care about and be buddy buddy all day and joke around like it means nothing; but I can't, that's just who I am. She's so strong and has a full heart. Yet she still doesn't see it and she let's people walk all over her. 
          
          PLEASE PLEASE do not let people hurt you and manipulate you into thinking you're the one who was in the wrong with these types of situations; or any situation. You have to let them know you CANNOT be walked on and used just to be disposed of. You are worth so much and I am glad I can help my sister through her pain so find someone to comfort you if you ever deal with anything like this. It's painful but you'll get through it. 
          
          I know it's more of a personal matter but I hope you take this into consideration while managing life. It's a sad thing to be heart broken but it's just a thing that is guaranteed to happen atleast once.
          
          Much love <3
          
          
          (Very nervous about posting this for obvious reasons)

I'm too lazy to post rn. Got a WIP Barbatos book tho I'll post part 1 and 2 at the same time once I get motivated to finish part 2. Cya around ✌