Anikka

Good morning, you see I want to attend an event next month after I watched Fantastic Beasts 3 so even I'm kind of depressed lately in the past few days I need to regain my strength because of the struggles I been through with my family. Good luck to myself!

It took me a long while to write because I felt nothing when I think of a new plot. I just cried...so depressing. Having a job with a graveyard schedule is a nightmare but hey, I managed to earn money but someday I deserve something that will make me happy and motivated instead of trouble having anxiety because of my stress.
          
          I'm tired...still waiting for my rest day so I can sleep for a whole day to recover.

Got a new fanfiction to upload for Hetalia America fans but this is for depressed readers only. If you to read it then give it a try but there is a trigger warning of sexual harrassment and trust issues. Be careful!

I used to watch medical drama but I don't get my ideas on those shows to be honest. I know a few people who are into medical field so before I republish/publish a story with the setting in the hospital for example I would ask if this is good. Talking to a professional as a friend for me will ease my anxiety but of course I'll help myself in my part.

I will have to edit some errors in my writing style. Getting a lot of ideas stuck inside my head begging to publish them. No brain, follow me. I need to take care of my health...

When Hetalia came back, I felt happy for it. I'll be honest I don't want to come back in this fandom because I wanted to feel normal again. I'm trying to feel how to be mature, how to act like a girl...
          
          
          In reality:
          
          As I felt that I'm scared of facing my brother, I have no choice. I am scared of getting roasted but I knew she still misses me. Oh boy...

Rejoining the old fandoms was at first hesitant but I wanted to get in again. I been on-hiatus of animé when I was studying that time so it's hard for me to "grasp" my imagination.
          
          And July is almost ending now...

ANNOUCEMENT:
          
          I published "Surprises (Switzerland x Liechtenstein)" after a comforting Family & Therapy RP with a fellow Hetalian on Telegram. I got also my inspiration from a SwissLiech Fluff Lemon on fanfiction.net so I decided to collab about it like who knows?
          
          I would love to make it a bit longer for everyone who wants to read it.

I was blessed in Church Thanksgiving so yeah.
          
          Okay I'll sleep peacefully later. 
          
          Had a good talk with my uncle from Germany.

I have a job seminar later so I need to prepare my last remaining brain cells for Marketing and alike ugh.
          
          At least in my comfort zone, thank you Lord God RAMEN!