We broke up 27 days ago, i still love you, i know we're still young for this, and i know this is bad, and anyone can judge me for it, 2 months.. chris. 2 months, we were together; as m.u for 2 months it wasn't that long, but for me it was, i tried to move on, we could've been 3 months by now, but instead i got a monthsary of a break-up, it hurts so bad knowing we're just 13 year olds, and you drink alcohol already.. i told you to not to, back then.. i didn't even decide wether you should actually drink but you literally said "Ask the girl in [insert color of my shirt that day] if i can drink" you just told me to choose so i did and i chose for the better, and now that we've broken up, of course you'll drink again since we're not together now; you could've just drank without saying anything instead you said "Its fun being single, no one can tell you wether you can drink or not" okay? that didn't hurt.. well not physically, you said you can't give second chances but why did you give your ex one? and you two even lasted than 2 years, you were even gonna give her a third chance, but me? you couldn't even give me SECOND, you told me im better than her, that I'm prettier, smarter.. but why?? was i not good enough? okay.. i loved you so much, that even if you had so much flaws, i loved you through that, you had a lot of dirty scars on your legs, you're a moreno but you're called tisoy, you don't study.. you.. you go to that 'Pasan' thing where you carry the nazareno thingy.. but i never judged you, i even loved you for who you are, you were gentle, sweet, caring, and obedient.. you didn't point out my controlling self, i loved that.. you may not look handsome in everyone's eyes but you're. in my heart, and i. Kween. dearly loves you, i know you won't see this anyway why should i even show you this? hey, future me. if you're seeing this, let me know if i already moved on, okay i won't be yapping anymore.. byeee!! kween out♥︎
