"If you want love, You gon have to go through the pain
If you want love, you gon have to love how to change
If you want trust you gon have to give some away"
I'm exhausted.
Mentally, Emotionally, and physically
Exhausted.
No matter how hard I try to prepare myself mentally for the worst outcome, I never seem ready enough. I keep telling myself that it would never come to that. That you would always be by my side, but what if you did go and find someone new? What would I do then?
I tried laying out all the pieces in my mind, putting together different scenes to get the final image. But no matter how hard I tried to prepare myself, seeing things visually right before your eyes and picturing it in your head are two completely different things. One's brutal reality and the other is a feared fantasy. What I tried preparing myself for was the strong impact of my heart being broken into a million pieces, after I worked so hard to collect all the pieces again for you.
I'm exhausted.
Mentally, Emotionally, and physically
Exhausted.
"The worst thing about a broken heart is that you never see it coming"