Like I hate expressing negative thoughts about the black community bc we already have enough hate but DAMN... Some of us make it so difficult to be a black person :/
Why tf did I get called white - washed for using "big words". Like I get so damn disappointed in out community sometimes (the word was like opposition btw)
Is it bad that I want a boyfriend until I actually get a boyfriend ? Like is that an illness or something? Bc I have crushes but when I actually pull them I feel so distant and disgusted by them