Seysha895

I’m going to go bye everybody-Mariana 

Seysha895

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No matter how hard I try I always get bullied and I always get put down for what because I don’t have tattoos or is it because I can’t drive or wait is it because I’m not normal but I don’t care what think I love me just the way I am yeah I have a condition but that doesn’t stop me from doing the things I love ,  all my life people doesn’t wanna hear me out they don’t know my background all they know is that I im ugly or I should not be in this world anymore, I’m just like y’all  so if you guys have a problem with me being different please don’t say anything,  but anyway I’m no different than anybody is this world I don’t give a damn if anyone wants me I don’t care if anybody want to be my friend I’m ok being myself I’ve doing it all my fucking life I don’t give a fuck, yeah I want friends, a husband, kids, I have social anxiety that means I don’t like hanging around with a lot people or people that tear me down and that hurts knowing that you don’t fit in anywhere, i feel like I can tell you guys anything thank you so much-ooa 

Seysha895

I feel like I don’t belong here anymore, people are getting married and having kids except me, who wants a relationship with a clingy woman who is different from anyone else in the world, and I don’t care who like metal bands or whatever I don’t care what people say about me I’m just like everybody else yeah I’m different but I have a heart and feelings too, when people make fun of me just because I’m don’t have tattoos or I’m not into rock hard music or I’m not normal, I feel like I don’t have a say sometimes and that hurts *cries* all my life i tried and fit in but i guess that’s why I’m just an outsider I don’t go out just because I’m afraid of being made fun of, i just wanna be loved and wanted IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK FOR *cries more* that’s why I come here to escape reality and my problems, because y’all who are my followers don’t judge let me correct that y’all are more than that you guys are my friends and I appreciate you, I’ll stay here for you thank you guys so much i love you