I have met a lot of cunts in my life. Thought I met a life partner. Don't let yourself fall for these illusions of affection. Live life in the moment, only you can make yourself happy in this world. No matter how many others say they have "your best interest" as their main priority, chances are that they're lying. Learn from these experiences as I have done. Learn for tomorrow, not for today.

Life isn't fair. It just isn't. 
One moment you think you've found the person of your dreams and the next moment they leave you in a ditch somewhere. Alone.

I often write stories of my characters being with a fictional character. I do this as a way to feel some semblance of love. And while it is tailored to how I want it to be, at least it allows me to feel it for once, without experiencing some tragedy half way through. 

There are those who I hold accountable for my actions. I mainly feel a white hot rage towards myself as I let these things happen. It will burn forever, I fear.