Since I really cant post this anywhere else, im gonna post it here. Love honestly hurts so much and you don't realize it until its not there anymore. Had a hard time figuring that out and everything sucks right now. The one person that I really truly care about is gone before my eyes and all i can do is sit from the sidelines and watch with a pained heart. Though, knowing that someone is taking care of him who's better for him makes me feel less bad. I just wish I could go back in time and say something to myself to prevent all of this and accepted him as my boyfriend when I had the chance.
