Gay is Okay

Hello my Gay-mers! I am back! I finally have my phone!!! Did ya miss me? Admit it. You missed me. Anyways, How are all of you? I have been bored out of my mind.

Hello Gay-mers! 
          I have stolen one of my friends phones and gpt onto their Wattpad >:)
          
          But I wanted to give a shout out to them! 
          @LittlePanda
          
          They are a really good friend and writer. You should follow them! :p

Hello Gay-mers! I wanted to say this. 
          
          I don't know how much longer I will be able to access Wattpad through my school computer. It keeps saying 'Bitfender Alert Page' which is basically blocking it. If I stop responding or stop being active then that's the reason why. 
          
          Thank you for listening and I hope you all have a good day.  Love you all!

@Squip_4_ever_lmao 
          No problem! You seem like a cool person :)

Hello My Gay-mers! I just popped in to say that the first week of my grounding is almost over. Once three thirty hits (Its 12:17 right now) I will not be on until Monday. It's Friday, which means its the weekend. So I hope you all have a wonderful weekend and a fantastic rest of your day! Love you all.

Hello everyone! I just popped in to tell all of you that I won't be on a lot. I got grounded from my phone until January 6 (It is currently November 26). I didn't do anything to bad. I just scared my mom half to death. She went through my phone (I'm 14 and my mom still goes through my phone). I had texted a few friends telling them that my mind was racing and I couldn't sleep.  But that's not what scared her.
          What scared her was the fact that I said I had a razor above my bed (My bed is right in front of the window sill. The next morning she told me I was grounded until the end of Christmas break. So basically the only time that I can be on here is when the internet lets my school computer access this site. I can never access Wattpad at home so I can only access it at school. 
          
          Thank you all for understanding and I hope you all have a wonderful day!

Happy Thanksgiving! 

Me: I get to spend the night at a friends house! Yay!
          
          My mind: *sees the friend* Screw all of your other crushes. She's the one. 
          
          Me: But-
          
          My mind: You like her now.
          
          
          
          
          
          Yeah....
          I have a crush on one of my really good friends.
           
          I had spent two nights with them (I just left their apartment) but I can't spend another due to the fact that tomorrow is Thanksgiving. So...
          
          Anyway!
          How are all of you? :3

Me: I cant have 7 crushes at once!
          
          My mind: Hold my beer watch this-

Guys...
          
          I'm freaking out right now. I think I'm having a panic attack. (Not major but a minor one) And my siblings are not helping. 
          
          Dysphoria is hitting me like a brick. Why? 
          
          Because over the weekend, we stayed in a hotel for TRF. At the hotel, we had a pool. 
          
          I only just recently came out to my mom as Transgender so I didn't have a male bathing suit. So I was stuck having to go swimming in a female bathing suit. The first day that we were there, we went swimming and I kept my shorts on. My mom didnt notice but when she did she got mad. She told me to take the shorts off. The second day we went swimming I asked to keep the shorts on and she said no. And low and behold, we get to the pool and there are people there. What makes it worse is the fact that they were boys. Cisgender boys. That didn't make anything wonderful. I stayed in the hot tub most of the time because I didn't want to be anywhere near those boys.