ShadowBoozler

guys I'm only active bcuz I'm running out of things to read on Ao3 and uhhh I don't have my phone rn [embarrassed]

ShadowBoozler

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Heh, sorry that I've.. erm.. been gone from Wattpad for... 2 MONTHS!
          
          ..ehem. anyway, since i've been gone i've devolped some new interests.
          
          unfortunat- unfo- FUCK HOW DO YOU SPELL UNFOUNUNETLY?!
          
          anyway, I will be discontinuing cabin fever (sorry ik alot of you were really excited for it) and this aplies for Ao3 as well.
          
          As for my newest interests, I am currently into Dandy's world, Murder Drones, and Solar balls. 
          
          I also unfourntiely (FUCK) wont be posting on wattpad anymore. I mainly post on Ao3 now. My profile will be updated so you guys know my new socials.
          
          ShadowBoozler, signing off.

ThePurpleAura

@AstronomicallyCosmic Here's how you spell it, my friend! ;)
            
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ShadowBoozler

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Here's the thing, I can't do anything right
          Try as I absolutely, totally might
          The bones are melting, the skeleton is ash
          The clavicle detaches and falls with a deafening crash
          And I'm not your protagonist
          I'm not even my own
          I don't know anything
          I don't even know what I don't know
          And if you look outside you'll see
          Disintegrating trees
          The artificial way the sunlight bounces
          Off the waxy leaves
          My heart catches on every thorn
          You're already halfway out the door
          And I've never looked so old
          And I have never been so cold
          And it is 85 degrees
          I don't know what I need
          There's lukewarm herbal mango sweet hibiscus tea
          On the hot garbage pile in which I fucking sleep
          The walls are empty it's so ugly I could
          Burn the whole place down
          It wouldn't catch 'cause all the posters
          Are on their way to my hometown
          And I am not your protagonist
          I'm not even my own
          I don't know anything
          I don't even know what I don't know
          And if you look outside you'll see
          Disintegrating trees
          The artificial way the sunlight bounces
          Off the glitching leaves
          My wet heart catches on every thorn
          You're already halfway out the door
          And I'm so tiny and so old
          And God it's never been so cold
          And it is 85 degrees
          I don't know what I need 
          
          -sweet hibiscus tea Penelope Scott

ShadowBoozler

I HAVE A NEW FAVORITE SONG AND YOU HH FANS ARE GONNA AGREE WITH ME >:3
          
          DVERTISEMENT
          Lyrics
          
          I'm not above a love to cash in
          Another lover underneath those flashin' lights
          Another one of those ruthless nights
          Yeah, yeah, yeah
          
          I shoulda' guessed that this would happen
          I shoulda' known it when I looked in your red-hot eyes
          Spewin' all your red-hot lies
          Yeah, yeah, yeah
          
          What's the worst part of this hell?
          I can only blame myself
          
          'Cause I know you're poison
          You're feedin' me poison
          Addicted to this feelin', I can't help but swallow
          Up your poison
          I made my choice, and
          Every night I'm livin' like there's no tomorrow
          
          Oh-oh, oh-oh
          Any way you want me, baby
          That's the way you got me, I'll be yours
          My story's gonna end with me dead from your poison
          
          I got so good at bein' untrue
          I got so good at tellin' you what you wanna hear
          I disassociate, disappear
          Yeah, yeah, yeah
          So far beyond difficult to resist another gulp
          
          Yeah, I know it's poison
          You're feedin' me poison
          I'm chokin' from the taste and I can't help but swallow
          Up your poison
          I made my choice, and
          Every night I'm wasted like there's no tomorrow
          
          Oh-oh, oh-oh
          Any way you want me, baby
          That's the way you got me, I'll be yours
          My story's gonna end with me dead from your poison
          
          Poison, I'm drownin' in poison
          I'm fillin' up my glass but it's always hollow
          Full of poison, I'm sick of the poison
          Wish I had something to live for tomorrow…
          
          wowie that’s very long :o