YourLocalBookworm57
Thanks for adding my book to your reading list! :)
ShadowFox452
ShadowFox452
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I'm pissed. Simple as that, I re-login onto this account to find all my fucking drafts to be gone. Sure they'd probably not have ever been finished but there were books id write from time to time. There were works that I was actually semi proud of and focused my main attention to and now all my fuckn work is down the fuckn drain!! This is why I hate fuckn writing because shit like this happens!! :/
ShadowFox452
Update! While I was re-writing some of my books, they all just reappeared out of nowhere. The amount of relief that coursed through my body knowing I no longer had to waste my time rewriting everything is unbelievable! I quite literally have over 40+ books in my drafts that would have taken me forever to remember each book and what I wrote.
ShadowFox452
I'm 18 Today!
Officially an adult and I f*cking hate it .
I ain't ready for the adult world! I'm still a child in an adults body! I can barely look after myself! I ain't mentally capable that sh*t.
So I'll Silently cry to myself have a good day everyone
-_Sakura_Getsumei_-
@ShadowFox452 1.) Happy Birthday! 2.) Oof, I know what you mean. 3.) Hey, your a year older than me! I turned 17 this year, and I turn 18 next year. 4.) I'm not ready to be an adult either. Especially since the human species is making my life a literal hell.
-_Sakura_Getsumei_-
You like Silent Voice too? A person of culture I see. (I mean this as a joke btw, those that don't know Silent Voice are still cool)
ShadowFox452
@-_Sakura_Getsumei_- Yes i do its definitely one of my fav's P.S. Thx for the follow <3
ShadowFox452
May you Rest in Peace Queen Elizabeth II
I hope you and Prince Philip are together once more
ShadowFox452
I'm 17 in a few hour's! And that means I survived another year as well as a year closer to death :)
Ah fun times...
ShadowFox452
Okay so a friend? Who hasn't messaged me or talked to me in a year suddenly messaged me asking me to Model for her for an Assignment she needs to do.
And I'm like do I really Look like Model material? Like no, but she said yes and my brain for some reason said Sure, so now I'm modeling from 9 to 11:30 on Thursday :/
And now I'm scared I know nothing on modeling I have no bright clothes (since that's what she wanted) I own dark colors only... So ya know... Tho she did say she'll sort that out for me... Now makeup sure I own a lot however I can't put on makeup to save my life...
What am I getting myself into...
Everytime a 'friend' messages me is when they want something from me, or they just need to vent on everything that's going wrong in life.
Okay that's all I think...
Just needed to vent myself a little..
Bye!
Lily-Lilac
@XxVixen452xX wow, sounds like what I went through, except my friends were good people which I'm grateful for. I haven't completely patched it up with all of them, but I have with one of them. But good luck to you, and I hope you get through it
ShadowFox452
@Lily-Lilac I've always questioned my friendship with my friends, but it wouldn't surprise me if I was the problem since I don't have very good social skills, have trouble trusting people, and am more on the quiet side of things... Then again they were mainly all about smoking and other things, and I've also thought about talking to them about it but again I'm too scared and shy about it... But ill think about it thanks! :)
Lily-Lilac
@XxVixen452xX that sounds like a friendship you should rethink. Maybe the other person isn't doing it intentionally, but you should maybe still talk it through with them Hope this helps https://youtube.com/shorts/vVoyYFf7Kus?feature=share
ShadowFox452
Finally watched Spiderman No way home...
And oh my F*cking gosh was it sad, man the emotions I was going through was insane...
Now I'm off to reading some Irondad and spiderson fanfics cause I need it after all that :)
StiriSyrene
Thanks for the follow! :3
And you’ve given me much more materials to read! Thanks :3
ShadowFox452
Happy New Year everyone!