ShadowOfAMonster

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three years! woo! all of those times I lied about finishing my fanfiction have definitely amounted to this. It's been three years and I lost my will to write for a very long time, and I'm nervous to think about if my work is still juvenile, or pedantic. But it was fun, and it was beautiful. 
          	
          	I don't.. think about creepypasta anymore, but i loved my story, and the characters, and my ocs, and I had a lot of fun writing it in my flat notebook during lunch in the sixth grade. I think I lost a lot of myself as my childhood left me, and I lost a lot of me during the pandemic too, and today, I pulled up an old file, the entirety of RBW, compiled onto one document, and I read a bit of it, not all of it though, its 97 pages long, but enough of it. Thanks to everyone who read it by the way, and encouraged me and sent me love, because it was very not great, but I had fun with all of you. In 2019 I had rewritten the initial five chapters, and my art grew up with me, and that was before all of my time had been sucked dry by senior year and a part-time job, and I look back at those chapters, and I'm proud, I think. IDK if this is me healing my inner child, or walking down memory lane but I miss reading fanfiction and writing 10 pages every day, and when the only things I had to worry about were my OCS. I won't give an empty promise that I'll pick RBW back up, or even keep writing, but it's fun to dream. I'm 20 now, and when I think about all of the love and encouragement I got on my writing, which at the time I wasn't confident in, it makes me want to cry bad. All of the love I received from different places, from three thousand strangers. 3K?? Back in the day I was lucky if I could get three people to read my shit, and 3K isn't a smash hit, but it fills me with love. The margins are getting thin now, so I'll end it here.
          	
          	Until next time, whenever that might be, this the one formerly known as Divine, nanofamously known as ShadowofAMonster.
          	
          	stay gold.

ShadowOfAMonster

this message may be offensive 
three years! woo! all of those times I lied about finishing my fanfiction have definitely amounted to this. It's been three years and I lost my will to write for a very long time, and I'm nervous to think about if my work is still juvenile, or pedantic. But it was fun, and it was beautiful. 
          
          I don't.. think about creepypasta anymore, but i loved my story, and the characters, and my ocs, and I had a lot of fun writing it in my flat notebook during lunch in the sixth grade. I think I lost a lot of myself as my childhood left me, and I lost a lot of me during the pandemic too, and today, I pulled up an old file, the entirety of RBW, compiled onto one document, and I read a bit of it, not all of it though, its 97 pages long, but enough of it. Thanks to everyone who read it by the way, and encouraged me and sent me love, because it was very not great, but I had fun with all of you. In 2019 I had rewritten the initial five chapters, and my art grew up with me, and that was before all of my time had been sucked dry by senior year and a part-time job, and I look back at those chapters, and I'm proud, I think. IDK if this is me healing my inner child, or walking down memory lane but I miss reading fanfiction and writing 10 pages every day, and when the only things I had to worry about were my OCS. I won't give an empty promise that I'll pick RBW back up, or even keep writing, but it's fun to dream. I'm 20 now, and when I think about all of the love and encouragement I got on my writing, which at the time I wasn't confident in, it makes me want to cry bad. All of the love I received from different places, from three thousand strangers. 3K?? Back in the day I was lucky if I could get three people to read my shit, and 3K isn't a smash hit, but it fills me with love. The margins are getting thin now, so I'll end it here.
          
          Until next time, whenever that might be, this the one formerly known as Divine, nanofamously known as ShadowofAMonster.
          
          stay gold.

ShadowOfAMonster

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I’m seventeen now. I started writing raised by wolves when I was in the sixth grade. I haven’t written anything in years. I read raised by wolves a couple of weeks ago and I almost cried. It feels unfair that I never finished the story. There weren’t many of you who read it, but there were many of you that loved the story. (One in particular, who’s kind words always made me smile) I’ll be finishing raised by wolves for the last time. Tying up the plot lines and revealing the last of Allison’s story. I’m not a big creepypasta fan, but I want to finish this book. The story will be ending at chapter 65, having two weekly updates starting this Monday to preserve my mental health until the finale. 
          
          stay gold. 
          
          allison black is fucking back.