"A dreamer is one who can only find his way by moonlight, and his punishment is that he sees the dawn before the rest of the world." ~~ Oscar Wilde

I'm a dreamer that has never awakened. A believer that refuses to see the truth. A girl that is in a woman's body. A romantic that has never been in love. A human that has no mind.

I'm living my life in fear and insecurities. I'm hindering my own abilities. I am my own worse enemy. 

I'm an "adult" now or so they say. I'm on the cusp of starting my life or so I say. 

I need to let go. I need to get going. Time is running out and I'm stuck. Where? I don't know. But I need to go. I need to start anew.

I must arise from the shadows of failure like how a phoenix arises from ashes. 

I am the Shadow Phoenix.