ShadowSpider69

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Y'all, I swear, 
          	
          	I will NOT be watching Weuro 2025.
          	
          	Why not?
          	
          	Because we're in a poule with fucking Framce AND England.
          	
          	Y'all can have this one 

ShadowSpider69

@ Alea-78  I will start rooting for other countries when the Netherlands get booted, we might just have a small chance. Who knows. But they first have to be booted before I cheer for others 
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Alea-78

c’mon you could always support Spain ; ) We’re with Portugal, Italy and Belgium 
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ShadowSpider69

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Y'all, I swear, 
          
          I will NOT be watching Weuro 2025.
          
          Why not?
          
          Because we're in a poule with fucking Framce AND England.
          
          Y'all can have this one 

ShadowSpider69

@ Alea-78  I will start rooting for other countries when the Netherlands get booted, we might just have a small chance. Who knows. But they first have to be booted before I cheer for others 
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Alea-78

c’mon you could always support Spain ; ) We’re with Portugal, Italy and Belgium 
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ShadowSpider69

Leah Williamson has a sister, Lorene Williamson. A very famous sister. One that has made it in the music and acting business.
          
          Aitana Bonmatí never got over the death of Andorra. It hurt less over time but she never found herself capable of falling in love again.
          
          What happens when the two meet?
          
          (4 years after You're My Person.)

ShadowSpider69

@Womansfootball102 Teehee, tbh, I am really excited about this upcoming book. It's also great to see you again! How are you doing?
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Womansfootball102

@ShadowSpider69 has it been a while, yes yes it has but am i excited yes yes I am 
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ShadowSpider69

The end of my new Thalia and Alexia book is coming to an end. I'll give it about 3 more weeks until we close this chapter.
          
          Thank you.

ShadowSpider69

@ coochiejunkie  i suspect it will be between chaoter 45 and 50
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coochiejunkie

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Already?? Fucken hell 
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ShadowSpider69

IMPORTANT!!!!
          
          Who is an A-list celebrity y'all really like? Could go from artists, actors, anything you can think of.
          
          (You got click-baited)

Alea-78

here you are the most random list ever: Natalie Portman, Fletcher, Rosalía ( and well u know the first one would be Alexia but wanted to expand out horizons)
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ShadowSpider69

but really. Please tell me
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ShadowSpider69

I am slowly writing the next chapter of the Alexia and Thalia story.
          
          In the meantime, check out this new thing that I published that I'm trying out. Disclaimer, none of the poems are mine.
          
          Poetry has always helped me get a factory reset whenever I needed one and it's helping me greatly right now too. If you want to, you can check that out.
          
          Trying to update that one daily.
          
          Have a good evening.

ShadowSpider69

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Istg, I haven't been able to cry for weeks and now I'm watching Harry Potter for like, the 50th time (no kidding, I think if you would count how many times I watched one of the movies, you would get to 50)
          
          AND NOW I'M FUCKING BAWLING MY EYES OUT AT DOBBY'S DEATH ONCE AGAIN.
          
          I hate this.

ShadowSpider69

@ Alex87842  I've been becoming so numb that fuckin nothing could make me cry, one of my best friendships falling apart? Naahh, we'll just go numb. My knee will be a problem for the next 3 years? Naaaaahhhh, no worries, go numb. Sad tiktok?? NAAAAAHHH nothing's happening
            
            BUT DOBBY???????
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Alex87842

@ShadowSpider69 you should've just read, the poetry on tiktok 
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ShadowSpider69

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I uh
          
          I need a break.
          
          From everything.
          
          Thank you all for being here for me consistently even though I am incosistent as fuck.
          
          In uh, the last few weeks I've been feeling alone like I haven't felt in a long time and I hurt some people who are really dear to me and I just... I need to really do some self-reflecting because I always think that I fixed myself and then I go straight back to hurting those I truly love.
          
          I need some time... alone...
          
          I will definitely finish the books I have published but I don't know if there will be any more.
          
          At this moment I don't really know anything.
          
          Also, fun fact, the new of my knee only got even worse and instead of a knee surgery they gonna have to do a surgery on my shin bone and uh, yeah.
          
          I'm stressed out.
          
          Thank you.

randomfootballlover

@ShadowSpider69 you shouldn't ever feel the need to apologise to us, you should always focus on yourself first and remember that getting better both physically and mentally isnt always linear, but you are always making progress, dont let the setbacks put you down!  I wish you luck and hope you start to see progress. I'll always wait for your updates and if you ever need anything, don't hesitate to message me.
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Alea-78

You deserve your time to get better, don’t blame yourself too much for the past mistakes, sometimes we are too cruel with ourselves when we are simply lost… You’ll feel better, trust and take care!! I’ll be waiting on the other side for your updates, no matter how long it takes. I wish you the best! Stay strong!
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j2024j

Hey it’s okay, you take care of yourself. If you need anything let me know.
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anaspancakes

WHAT WAS THAT ENDING NO WHY DID YOU HAVE TO DO THAT

anaspancakes

@Shadowrealm2001 no but it was very heartbreaking so thank you for the chapter after that..
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ShadowSpider69

@ anaspancakes  HAHAHHAAHAHHAHAA, now, did I ever say that it was the end???
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