Ana

Heyo

I looked in her eyes 
          She asked 'what are you doing'
          My heart was beating fast
          I was shaking nervously
          Never once in my life have I met an angel like her
          I grabbed her hands
          And smiled 
          And said 'you know what this is'
          She smiled back
          And we kissed
          So there we were, smiling, laughing
          I still couldn't believe how she's mine
          I told her she's my princess forever
          If anyone ever broke her delicate heart, I'd break their fucking face
          The nervous feeling was gone
          The love I was feeling was like none other before
          She made my heart jump
          Made me smile just by hearing her voice
          After everything we've been put through before, the crying
          Screaming
          Beatings
          We finally found each other
          We fell in love
          We're together forever
          
          -Justin Batten
          My LoverBoy

Life is like a car. If you go to fast you'll wreak, but if you go to slow you'll get left behind

I always think of what others think why is my mind like that.........Im tired of it

You can see it in her eyes...the stuff she has seen that can never be unseen. She puts a front on...a smile on her face. Laughs and jokes around as if nothings wrong as if her life is all good just to hide the struggles. Her mother insist that some one always has it worse. So does that make her feelings less important. She hates the person in the mirror. She can't change it because she is scared....scared of what people will say or think...mostly scared of herself. Yes she is loved by many. She has a sorta easy life yes. The big issue everyone's worst enemy is...herself.
          
          -Ana-

Love burst inside like a atomic bomb. Everyone is effected some how. Weather its seeing your smile every day or your positive Ora. Love is a special thing...no definition for it. It comes when you least expect it to. Even when you don't want it to happen it does. 
          
          -Ana-

My belief in religion is a very odd one I don't believe in a God nor a Devil. I am agnostic you can say what you want. That you don't believe me or I'm just saying it to try to be "cool", but i am not. People jump to conclusions to much assume that somethings one way when its another.....
          
          -Ana-

People hide there true self inside them, so they wont seem vulnerable. They only open up to someone once in a life time. They try to hide it the best they can and they succeed. They put a face  that can fool millions.
          
          -Ana-

Life is a special little gift. Why people would through that a way I would never know. I'm sure everyone has there own reasons. They get pushed to far. For them my heart aces. Just to know they had nobody, and were not at peace when they left....
          Love who you are, and what your like. Don't change for people! who ever tries to change you. Fuck them!
          
          -Ana-

The army sounds so perfect I didn't know what I was going to do but now i do. I want to be a Animal Care Specialist. Ugh hope i can keep this on track and follow through.
          
          -Ana-