Shadow Shirogami

Can you send me a link to your discord 
          
          
          

Ik I mentioned it before but please check out my YouTube channel and maybe subscribe even if you never plan on watching any of my videos, just to help it grow even faster, I'm hoping to reach at least 1k subs so if you know anyone who'd be interested in a variety gaming channel please send them to my YouTube channel as I am looking to reach more people with my (hopefully) entertaining content 

Sorry for anything I did wrong. Never came here by intention of promoting stories, was just seeking new people, but if you mind, I will never come again.

I do talk a lot sometimes.

Somehow found someone, near. My personality type.

I also forgot to mention if my YouTube channel gets 1k subs by december this year I will do a 48 hr stream, yes you read correctly, a FOURTYEIGHT HOUR live stream, I'd like a list of suggestions for games to play for it, multiple games

Hey I made a post on YT about violet scarlet, please check it out I wanna know what you guys even here  would think of me doing a nuzlock stream via emulator 

They say when life gives you lemons 'make lemonade', but what do you do when those lemons are always rotten?
          
          What do you do when you're at rock bottom and every rock to climb or step to take on the way up is slippery? When you're always bored or ignored or just beat down?
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          What do you do when you despise who you are?

I'm doing better but still lost in the cold, bitter, dreadful, dead, endless darkness with no sign of that freeing light anywhere to be found as I always am. But still better than earlier, but still probably gonna be a while before I write again, still not in the mood.
          
          However, if you're bored, why not check out my YouTube channel? I'm still doing stuff there, hoping to reach 1k subs by the end of the year.
          https://youtube.com/@Kai_Hallow?si=hY8zpfh0AUO1VPvo
          I do a bunch of livestreaming, so there are many hours of raw, unedited, pure content available to all of you.

I just lost my closest friend, I don't even know what it is I did. All I know is that I most likely annoyed them... I don't know if I will write again, or when if I do... this has hit me hard. I just keep getting kicked slapped and punched, and I can't take it much more. Right now, my emotions are on a perpetual loop of anger, pain, regret, pain, anger, etc... I don't know what to do... they were there the longest of anyone I've met... and now they're gone, and they aren't the only ones I've lost whether due to my own fucking stupidity or because their own lives took them out of mine or whatever else... one thing I know to be true... there is no light in this world, as fucking worthless and fucking stupid I am, that much I do know.
          
          I'm sorry for spilling this drama on here but I need to vent, to lessen the pain at least some...