Alex

i have highkey stress because its the last month of school. on may 5th i have an ASL project due. may 12th is the AP exam. i have two projects due(another one for ASL 2 and then for geometry) the day of my choir concert(may 15th). and of course i have finals for my honors classes. then my birthday(may 29th). and im literally running on two hours worth of sleep. i want to be able to update things but i just need death. 

Hello :3

Hey guys. So... I watched Jacksepticeye's new video and it got me questioning evertthing. Heres my rant: 
          
          We're all just a beautiful mess of our mistakes. We dont notice what we do at first. We dont see who we hurt. We donts see a persons pain im regular light. Until its too late. Now it got me thinking.. If we fixed our mistakes..... If everything that was a mistake in our life never occoured, who would we be as people? Who would we be as an individual? We would be nothing. We would be like zombies of our own perfect minds. No inspiration. No real profund purpose.... It may seem what I say is extremely deep in the thoughts of a simple girls mind... But,  you will never know what this simple girl goes through in her mind... And it all seems so strange.... As to think that someone who creates amazing things. Works of art. In any form. Uses this to release any stress or tension on the physical mind and soul, only to throw it all away. To hide it. To hide yourself. So no one can get in. When you open the cage to your soul. To passion. How is it that it stays right there? In its prison... How is it posssible that when the cage shuts.... The passion. The heart... Wants to go? It wants to leave and do something meaning full. Thats the purpose of life. 
          
          So yeah.