Shadowborn1254
It’s real late to say this, but merry Christmas and happy new years to anyone here, still don’t understand why any of you ever decided to follow me, but thanks
Shadowborn1254
Shadowborn1254
I’m scared to say any of this, but I think I need some way to vent, I don’t really care who it’s to. I feel like I’ve only ever made things worse for people, like anyone I’m around suddenly has all these horrid things happen to them. I feel selfish, I hardly think about others’ problems, and I’m a jerk, insulting people whenever I get the chance. I feel useless because I’ve never been able to actually fix anything, and I’ve never done something truly good. I feel like I’m not even me, but I don’t even know who I am, and I feel undeserving of knowing. I feel undeserving of peoples’ attention, especially with how much I seek it, like I’m just some attention whore. I feel undeserving of being a human being because of how I’ve treated others. I feel like I don’t deserve to be around anyone. I don’t deserve friends. I don’t deserve family. I don’t deserve anything. I miss my old meds, I didn’t have to feel anything when I had them.
Fletcher2291
@Shadowborn1254 I’m not sure how to explain what I want to say to you but I will say that taking your feelings away isn’t gonna work. Being human means having feelings and making mistakes. I have a whole list of quotes and out of them all I felt these three were the right ones to send, “You don’t need a new day to start over, you need a new mindset”, “Life isn’t about finding yourself It’s about creating yourself”. “Don’t talk, act Don’t say,Show Don’t promise, Prove”. I hope they help
Shadowborn1254
Might try writing *something*, dunno what, dunno if I actually will, I kinda just need something to do to keep my mind off stuff, sorry if I’m botherin’ y’all
Shadowborn1254
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Aight, pardon my language, but fuck it, still no stories being written but who really cares? Accounts not dead anymore, too bored and I keep getting notifs anyways
Shadowborn1254
This account is dead and no other accounts will be made, feel free to keep following if you want, I can’t stop you
Agent_ramirez
@ Shadowborn1254 nah no problemo atleast you doing good unlike the other dead account (rest in piece)
But hey If you do return enjoy wattpad fanfic lol goodluck on your life Freind
Shadowborn1254
@Agent_ramirez legit forgot I had an account on here for a while, guess I never deleted it, might not delete it either, but I’ve been mostly playing videogames, doing life stuff, won’t say what because privacy ya know, became a regular at some guys streams on twitch, and that’s really it, thanks for asking I guess
Shadowborn1254
Another person has followed me, I legitimately question y’all’s sanity, but again, it was y’all’s choice, so I can’t argue with it
Shadowborn1254
It has come to my attention that yet another person has followed me, I still don’t know why people are following me, it’s genuinely concerning, but it was y’all’s choice to follow me so I can’t argue with it
Shadowborn1254
This is random, but give me one personality trait you have and I’ll go ahead and assigns you a titanfall character
Shadowborn1254
I AINT EVEN FUNNY!!! NOR AM I CHARISMATIC!!
Shadowborn1254
WHY DO PEOPLE WANNA FOLLOW ME?!
