Shadowborn1254
Itās real late to say this, but merry Christmas and happy new years to anyone here, still donāt understand why any of you ever decided to follow me, but thanks
Shadowborn1254
Shadowborn1254
Iām scared to say any of this, but I think I need some way to vent, I donāt really care who itās to. I feel like Iāve only ever made things worse for people, like anyone Iām around suddenly has all these horrid things happen to them. I feel selfish, I hardly think about othersā problems, and Iām a jerk, insulting people whenever I get the chance. I feel useless because Iāve never been able to actually fix anything, and Iāve never done something truly good. I feel like Iām not even me, but I donāt even know who I am, and I feel undeserving of knowing. I feel undeserving of peoplesā attention, especially with how much I seek it, like Iām just some attention whore. I feel undeserving of being a human being because of how Iāve treated others. I feel like I donāt deserve to be around anyone. I donāt deserve friends. I donāt deserve family. I donāt deserve anything. I miss my old meds, I didnāt have to feel anything when I had them.
Fletcher2291
@Shadowborn1254 Iām not sure how to explain what I want to say to you but I will say that taking your feelings away isnāt gonna work. Being human means having feelings and making mistakes. I have a whole list of quotes and out of them all I felt these three were the right ones to send, āYou donāt need a new day to start over, you need a new mindsetā, āLife isnāt about finding yourself Itās about creating yourselfā. āDonāt talk, act Donāt say,Show Donāt promise, Proveā. I hope they help
Shadowborn1254
Might try writing *something*, dunno what, dunno if I actually will, I kinda just need something to do to keep my mind off stuff, sorry if Iām botherinā yāall
Shadowborn1254
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Aight, pardon my language, but fuck it, still no stories being written but who really cares? Accounts not dead anymore, too bored and I keep getting notifs anyways
Shadowborn1254
This account is dead and no other accounts will be made, feel free to keep following if you want, I canāt stop you
Agent_ramirez
@ Shadowborn1254 nah no problemo atleast you doing good unlike the other dead account (rest in piece)
But hey If you do return enjoy wattpad fanfic lol goodluck on your life Freind
Shadowborn1254
@Agent_ramirez legit forgot I had an account on here for a while, guess I never deleted it, might not delete it either, but Iāve been mostly playing videogames, doing life stuff, wonāt say what because privacy ya know, became a regular at some guys streams on twitch, and thatās really it, thanks for asking I guess
Shadowborn1254
Another person has followed me, I legitimately question yāallās sanity, but again, it was yāallās choice, so I canāt argue with it
Shadowborn1254
It has come to my attention that yet another person has followed me, I still donāt know why people are following me, itās genuinely concerning, but it was yāallās choice to follow me so I canāt argue with it
Shadowborn1254
This is random, but give me one personality trait you have and Iāll go ahead and assigns you a titanfall character
Shadowborn1254
I AINT EVEN FUNNY!!! NOR AM I CHARISMATIC!!
Shadowborn1254
WHY DO PEOPLE WANNA FOLLOW ME?!
