Shadowborn1254

I’m scared to say any of this, but I think I need some way to vent, I don’t really care who it’s to. I feel like I’ve only ever made things worse for people, like anyone I’m around suddenly has all these horrid things happen to them. I feel selfish, I hardly think about others’ problems, and I’m a jerk, insulting people whenever I get the chance. I feel useless because I’ve never been able to actually fix anything, and I’ve never done something truly good. I feel like I’m not even me, but I don’t even know who I am, and I feel undeserving of knowing. I feel undeserving of peoples’ attention, especially with how much I seek it, like I’m just some attention whore. I feel undeserving of being a human being because of how I’ve treated others. I feel like I don’t deserve to be around anyone. I don’t deserve friends. I don’t deserve family. I don’t deserve anything. I miss my old meds, I didn’t have to feel anything when I had them.

Fletcher2291

@Shadowborn1254 I’m not sure how to explain what I want to say to you but I will say that taking your feelings away isn’t gonna work. Being human means having feelings and making mistakes. I have a whole list of quotes and out of them all I felt these three were the right ones to send, “You don’t need a new day to start over, you need a new mindset”, “Life isn’t about finding yourself It’s about creating yourself”. “Don’t talk, act Don’t say,Show Don’t promise, Prove”. I hope they help
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Shadowborn1254

I’m scared to say any of this, but I think I need some way to vent, I don’t really care who it’s to. I feel like I’ve only ever made things worse for people, like anyone I’m around suddenly has all these horrid things happen to them. I feel selfish, I hardly think about others’ problems, and I’m a jerk, insulting people whenever I get the chance. I feel useless because I’ve never been able to actually fix anything, and I’ve never done something truly good. I feel like I’m not even me, but I don’t even know who I am, and I feel undeserving of knowing. I feel undeserving of peoples’ attention, especially with how much I seek it, like I’m just some attention whore. I feel undeserving of being a human being because of how I’ve treated others. I feel like I don’t deserve to be around anyone. I don’t deserve friends. I don’t deserve family. I don’t deserve anything. I miss my old meds, I didn’t have to feel anything when I had them.

Fletcher2291

@Shadowborn1254 I’m not sure how to explain what I want to say to you but I will say that taking your feelings away isn’t gonna work. Being human means having feelings and making mistakes. I have a whole list of quotes and out of them all I felt these three were the right ones to send, “You don’t need a new day to start over, you need a new mindset”, “Life isn’t about finding yourself It’s about creating yourself”. “Don’t talk, act Don’t say,Show Don’t promise, Prove”. I hope they help
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Shadowborn1254

This account is dead and no other accounts will be made, feel free to keep following if you want, I can’t stop you

Agent_ramirez

@ Shadowborn1254  nah no problemo atleast you doing good unlike the other dead account (rest in piece)
            But hey If you do return enjoy wattpad fanfic lol goodluck on your life Freind
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Shadowborn1254

@Agent_ramirez legit forgot I had an account on here for a while, guess I never deleted it, might not delete it either, but I’ve been mostly playing videogames, doing life stuff, won’t say what because privacy ya know, became a regular at some guys streams on twitch, and that’s really it, thanks for asking I guess
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Agent_ramirez

@ Shadowborn1254  *sipping coffee*
            Soooooo where are you now
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