It's hard to find that special light in the blinding darkness. It wrapped itself around me and now it won't let go. Forcing my friends and family away with hateful words. I sit, eyes closed or opened. It doesn't matter, always surrounded, always watched from a distance.  No one comes close anymore. All afraid of me. No, not me... Them. The demons that hide inside of me. Whispering, screaming, forcing me to listen to them all day and night. My body isn't my own anymore, taken over  by parasites who want to corrupt an innocent soul. Never this bad, always this bad. Fight! Fight! Fight them! Don't let them control you! It's too hard! Can't, won't fight...not anymore... no fight left in me... just Them...