Keylajade14
Oh no, Mills, are u ok? What happened? Did someone hurt you? Talk to me sweetie, I'm here if u every need someone to talk to.
Shadowkitkat
Shadowkitkat
you can stop pretending
i am aware i am a just a joke
it's ok
it's not like i can feel the pain anyway
luneadventures
@Shadowkitkat no one is pretending No you are not a joke No it's not ok We're here for you if you need to talk about anything then we'll listen. We're ready to listen
Keylajade14
Hey Mills, it's Savannah. R u ok, bc if u ever need someone to talk to, I'm here. I know I wasn't there before but I'm here now and that's all that matters. I have never forgotten about u. I MISS u so much Millie. U have no idea how long I have waited to talk to u again. I MISS u so much sweetheart.
Shadowkitkat
Would you care if I ended it all
I don't want to intrude
You seem happy
I should go
I'm not good enough
I never was
The tight feeling in my chest
This is what heart break feels like
Like squeezing and stabbing
I can't breathe
There are no tears left to cry now
Only numbness
Hope you have fun without me
I'll leave you be now
Hope you're happy
I'm sorry
Keylajade14
@Shadowkitkat Amelia hey it's me Savannah, I'm so sorry that it's been forever since we last spoke to each other, but I had so much going on, the fact that I got my phone stolen at school and the fact that we go to different schools, I'm so very sorry that I wasn't there for u when u needed someone. But I had just recently gotten my old account back and was wondering if u wanted to talk? I understand if u don't want to talk to me anymore because of our loss of communication but I'd be thrilled to talk to u again just like we always did. I MISS U. I hope it doing alright.
Swapped4U
@Shadowkitkat You are the most beautiful snowflake out there. I love you, and there are plenty more people who love you too. Talk to us, spill your feelings, we don't want these cryptic messages when we can't do anything....
Swapped4U
@Shadowkitkat Snowflakes are a metaphor for people. They are all unique, but only people who really care will bother to look at the differences. They seem to be a small part of the world, when they make all the difference. Please don't leave us, shadow. Please.....
Shadowkitkat
It's my fault
Don't get mad
Don't miss me
I'm sorry
I love you
yallneedshe-sus
@Shadowkitkat @Shadowkitkat I love you so much, and you are SO important to me. Don't leave me. Please.
LilRachelDraws
@Shadowkitkat I think I understand how you feel.. If you need to talk I would be happy to talk to you
Shadowkitkat
I just want to know the truth...
Shadowkitkat
What did I do wrong?
Was everything a lie?
Was you saying you cared about me a lie?
Do I matter to you?
AND THEN IM GONNA GO TO SCHOOL ALL PEACHY WITH A SMILE AND LAUGH
NO ONE SUSPECTS ME
NO ONE EVER SUSPECTS ME
NOBODY QUESTIONS
NOBODY CARES
THEY ALL THINK ITS REAL
I CANT EVEN TELL WHATS REALITY ANYMORE
DO YOU CARE ABOUT ME AT ALL
HAVE YOU BEEN LYING TO ME THIS WHOLE TIME
Am...
Am I just some joke to you?...
I'm not mad...
It's just...
Nevermind
It's not important anyway.
storybookeater1357
@Shadowkitkat Sigh... I know how you feel. Trust me I was like this just this morning. Please don't give up
Shadowkitkat
I...
It's all my fault
I'm such a monster
I don't deserve you in my life
Please don't miss me
I'm not worth it
Shadowkitkat
I saw them today
I could feel my heart shatter
Even now, just thinking about it
Were...
Were they my fault?
Did you do them because of me?
Is it my fault you're like this?
I feel like it is my fault..
You did them because of me...
Right?...
I'm sorry
Its my fault this happened
That they're there
They should be on me instead of you
You don't need to do that...
I cried
For the first time in a long while, and for a long while I cried
I've tried, so hard, to stop
It's been so hard not to
And it will be harder still
I won't, for you
I just hope you don't for me, too.
Shadowkitkat
Is this the end?
Only god knows
If I wake up, I guess I'll see you tomorrow.
If not....
I'm sorry.
