Shadowofthemind

I’ve had the time to process that last season of Arcane and oh my God do they know how to build me up, wreck me, build me up again and just blow me to pieces… that being said it was overall worth the wait, can’t wait to see what other region Fortische does next. Kinda want to retcon the endings to my first fanfic but like I said in Guilty Conscience I’m stepping away from them until I can get this mess in my head right.
          
          But I’m not announcing this status update because who honestly wants some random guy’s opinion on a show?

Been debating on working on one ending for Guilty Conscience since I’ve had a few ideas pop in my mind about it just so there’s somewhat of an ending, just a thought though.

Hey bud you posted the chapter in different order and hope you're doing well and hope you keep writing guilty concenes

I’m still alive, I’ve just been thinking about writing another Western as another side project even though the first one I wrote really wasn’t that good and the Western genre itself is basically dead… just a thought.

I don’t know why every time I see a comment notification pop up I always think it’s about something negative. Guess it’s just me and how I expect it to be, like I said though I don’t know.

TLDR; I’m disappearing again.
          
          Hey guys, it’s me again. So remember what I said back in chapter 82 about swinging in and out of what felt like depression? Well the luck I’ve had since November just keeps getting worse. Come to find out my, now ex, girlfriend has been cheating on me, don’t know for how long but I’ve had my suspicions for a few months now. The place I’m in right now I can’t even begin to describe, I was at work working overtime when I found out and I texted one of the guys I work with about going 140 into a tree as a kind of self deprecating joke while I was sitting there just shaking from all kinds of emotions. Talked myself out of hurting my hand punching my locker before my coworker called me and talked to me but the gym can only do so much. What I’m getting at is I’m going to disappear for a while and go on another break for my own sake since I can’t focus on anything at all with all this shit just constantly eating at me.

I don’t know if it’s bad I write freestyle, I guess that’s the word, on some stories while others I try to write the ideas for the story down.

Been thinking about going back to originals for a while now, don’t know yet but I’ve been having ideas for another Western story.

So I was planning on bringing Guilty Conscience back on March 5th since it would’ve been a month like I wanted but right now I’m just drained, both mentally and physically.
          
          It’s so bad that I’ve lost track of what day it is, had to be reminded what day it was today. 
          
          I’m just assuming the root of the issue is from stress and just being overworked and underpaid but I’m not entirely sure. 
          
          So I guess until the next update this is it for now, see y’all in a bit.

Won’t lie, just noticed how many people have read at least a chapter of Guilty Conscience and I’ve just got to say thank y’all. 
          
          Never thought any story would ever get that many views with how long I’ve been on here, then again a lot of my earlier stuff was… awful.