ShadowunterOfArtemis

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          	I started this account because of how much I loved Shadowhunters/TMI
          	I’ve loved the show and the books since I was a kid and even if I have no doubt drifted away from the fandom in the last two years or so TMI will always hold more than just a special place in my heart
          	I just finished watching the series finale and I’m in actual tears like fuck the fact that it’s over is refusing to set in 
          	I used to do those stupid little reviews each episode on here and like I haven’t done one in what almost two years? But god I need to do one today. 
          	While watching I remember a few things that I think I might have wished they had done another way but I’m way too emotional and way too heartbroken that it’s over for good to point out any flaws-

ShadowunterOfArtemis

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          	  -This fandom was the first place where I ever actually felt accepted for me, it was this series that inspired my love for writing, this show means so much to me and it always will. 
          	  Goodbye, Shadowhunters
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ShadowunterOfArtemis

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          	  -The ending absolutely shattered my heart, Clace has been one of my favorite fictional relationships for forever and out of everyone on the show to see that they didn’t get their happy ending is absolutely heartbreaking. Malec and Sizzy got their happy ending which makes me so happy because they deserved it but Clace didn’t get that. I know so many people in this fandom hate Clace, but I’m not going to lie when I say that they had always been my favorite. And to see what happened in the finale completely shattered me. 
          	  So many of y’all hate Clary, so many people in the fandom despise her, but she has and always will be one of my favorite fictional characters of all time. She saved everyone’s asses and sacrificed so much so if I don’t see a lot less Clary hate from now on I’m going to be pissed. 
          	  I honestly don’t think we could’ve asked for a better ending. Did it absolutely break me? Yes. But I didn’t see it coming at all, and as a hardcore fan of the books I had been expecting a similar ending, nothing like the route the show went with, and I can honestly appreciate the changes they made in the end even if I’m completely heartbroken.
          	  It still hasn’t set in that this is the end of the show for good. It’s been such a big part of my life for so long and the fact that it’s over doesn’t seem real-
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ShadowunterOfArtemis

this message may be offensive 
(1/3)
          I started this account because of how much I loved Shadowhunters/TMI
          I’ve loved the show and the books since I was a kid and even if I have no doubt drifted away from the fandom in the last two years or so TMI will always hold more than just a special place in my heart
          I just finished watching the series finale and I’m in actual tears like fuck the fact that it’s over is refusing to set in 
          I used to do those stupid little reviews each episode on here and like I haven’t done one in what almost two years? But god I need to do one today. 
          While watching I remember a few things that I think I might have wished they had done another way but I’m way too emotional and way too heartbroken that it’s over for good to point out any flaws-

ShadowunterOfArtemis

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            -This fandom was the first place where I ever actually felt accepted for me, it was this series that inspired my love for writing, this show means so much to me and it always will. 
            Goodbye, Shadowhunters
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ShadowunterOfArtemis

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            -The ending absolutely shattered my heart, Clace has been one of my favorite fictional relationships for forever and out of everyone on the show to see that they didn’t get their happy ending is absolutely heartbreaking. Malec and Sizzy got their happy ending which makes me so happy because they deserved it but Clace didn’t get that. I know so many people in this fandom hate Clace, but I’m not going to lie when I say that they had always been my favorite. And to see what happened in the finale completely shattered me. 
            So many of y’all hate Clary, so many people in the fandom despise her, but she has and always will be one of my favorite fictional characters of all time. She saved everyone’s asses and sacrificed so much so if I don’t see a lot less Clary hate from now on I’m going to be pissed. 
            I honestly don’t think we could’ve asked for a better ending. Did it absolutely break me? Yes. But I didn’t see it coming at all, and as a hardcore fan of the books I had been expecting a similar ending, nothing like the route the show went with, and I can honestly appreciate the changes they made in the end even if I’m completely heartbroken.
            It still hasn’t set in that this is the end of the show for good. It’s been such a big part of my life for so long and the fact that it’s over doesn’t seem real-
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ShadowunterOfArtemis

So I’ve kind of changed the entire layout of this account....for the first time in like a year. I also really wanna change my username cause I feel like it just doesn’t really represent me anymore but like I’ve had it since I was 11 and it’s basically my branding so I probably won’t

ShadowunterOfArtemis

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This new notification message board thing fucking sucks. Wattpad get ur shit together this is terrible.

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@ShadowunterOfArtemis the new update sucks
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ShadowunterOfArtemis

Also btw the only books I’ll most likely be active on will be House of Memories and my oneshot book...mostly because they’re the only books that I actually have any motivation to write. And maybe one of the books I’ve been working on but I haven’t published yet. You guys can keep on the lookout for me publishing a new Ryden book because at least one of the ones I’ve been writing should be out soon.

ShadowunterOfArtemis

I haven’t updated To Love Is To Destroy in over a year...oops
          It’s my most popular book and I really should update it but I just really don’t want to.  I’ve low key fallen out of the TMI fandom...I mean I still occasionally reread the books when I’m bored and I love Shadowhunters and I’m so hyped for the next season but like...I can’t even remember the last time that I read a TMI/Shadowhunters fanfic 
          And I used to love reading Alec x OC fanfics but now I honestly can’t stand them
          Also the original plot for the story that I had when I started it kind of got ruined because I started this book before I finished reading the last TID book. And like the entire plot I had planned really contradicted it. 
          ....
          Maybe when Shadowhunters gets off of hiatus I may fall back into the fandom more? But I honestly don’t think so. 
          I’ll try my best to write but I know damn well that it’s not gonna end well if I’m writing a story that I just don’t really wanna write. 
          I don’t want to discontinue it but idk 
          All I’m gonna say is, don’t be looking forward to an update any time soon which I apologize for. Also it’s plainly just a really crappy book that I started writing when I was 11. Maybe I’ll rewrite it and make it less cringey. Cause maybe after that I’ll be more inspired to write because then I can change things to make the plot I was going with actually make sense.
          So I’m just gonna make it final. An update is for the most part, not gonna happen any time soon. Sorry guys.