@uuuurfavwriterrrrr mah tbh I don't know, I mean- I would love to find a gf, I've reached a level of loneliness at which I feel envy even towards mcs of romantic animes lol, but on the other hand I don't want to be brutally betrayed like last time, I'm genuinely afraid of it. So in the end I just go on with my life, coping with loneliness as I can, wondering bout how it would feel when I see all my friends who alr have one. If it happens that there is an opportunity, I'm pretty sure that I'll take it most probably.