lwk disappeared lol
but for alot of reasons actually
idek who will read this other than myself, but im ok with that.
1. exams :D
2. burn out, just from everything
3. pressure. to be fair, after some of my poems got a little bit of recognition, i felt pressured to be "better" and "one up" my previous peom, but that defeated the very purpose of "documenting my poetic journey", if you wanna know more abt this topic, check out my "promise" poem.
4. i never had the time
5. i felt like i wasn't good enough. its easy to think that im saying this to compliment fish, but not quite.
6. maybe even dissapointed? maybe i felt a like i am not getting the audience i put myself into pressure for. i felt like i did all of that for nothing
but to be clear,
when i say all these things, you may assume that im struggling actively on this. although it is partly correct, i hold a great passion for poetry and i see it as art and self expression. maybe, momentarily i stumble, but thats life.
this goes to say, i am back. just a bit inconsistent and procrastination( but that is my specialty)
ok bye!!
