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I have 7 emotional breakdowns in 4 and half days it great

When it 12 in the morning and you can't sleep and you have school

When you try to convince your parents to get one size bigger in a shirt you want because the one that was bought is to small and you can barely move your arms but they won't and continually trys to make you keep it even though it the most simplest thing in the world to do.

When I decide not to my homework for school, I tried to convince myself to do it over the weekend and gave up in the end on doing it all together it due tomorrow my grades already suck. High school will be worse I guess

Ok I need to vent about something that happened last week that has annoyed me and I will hate after the next two days that I have to go back to school (I know not the best place to do this).
          So in one of my classes at school on the 20th before winter break we did a secret Santa, and we had a small list that our teacher had us do a few weeks before what was on the paper was favorite candy, drink, and gifts. And I asked for pins,anime,stuffed animals, or cows(? Idk why I put that. And the days comes and the person who got me got me the candy and drink I wanted but the gifts were a nice thought but nothing I asked for, what I got was a glittery stocking and a lamp that I was excited for but it was a salt lamp now that wouldn't be a bad thing but 1. My dad hates those and would throw it was or tell me to give it back which 2 weeks after getting it would be rude in my opinion,  2. I have a cat and those are toxic to cats and can kill them. So I was sad but I gave it back then the person who got the stuff for me starting crying and my friends starting calling ungrateful for the gift I wasn't but I didn't ask for it and someone else said "you should have put you could have salt lamps" I'm sorry I didn't know they would get me a salt lamp, so I gave the gift back so they can get their money back. I hope that the drama still isn't happening when I get back I know I was kinda in the wrong but I never asked for a salt lamp even if I didn't have a cat i have no room for it in my house it would be in a closet for years. It was worse that one person told me that others who were mad at me for not excepting the gift said I threw a tantrum over it, I didn't really I was just confused. Now you can say I was in the wrong of something like that I see how I can be and I'm sorry. But i just needed to get this out of my head for a little.

Happy holidays everyone! I hope everyone has a great rest of their day/night and have a wonderful day tomorrow! Stay safe <3

I hate tiktok because I ask for my birthday so I put it in (stupidity not a fake one) and it like oh even though your 13 you were to young when you made this account so we have to delete your post either for ever or send to an email that I share with my parents so f-ck identify have tiktok anymore and it makes me mad as hell.

I like I go to sleep at like 1 in the morning (in my time) and I wake up and go back asleep for 2 more hours and after those two hours I wake up with a headache not fun even last night I fell asleep at 10 at night and yet the same thing happened so either I need to go to sleep more early or sense I usually wake up at 7 (when I had to go to school) that my body is thrown off by me sleeping in or something else.
          But I been trying to figure oneshots for both my books but for the longest time still can't think of anything.

And also happy (late timing) pride month!☺️‍

Tomorrow is my last day of school and I'm gonna stay up all night I do that already but usually fall asleep at 11pm so I been stocking up on some sweets and just food so ya that my week