Miriam Kaslana!

Today's my birthday! I'm officially 18 years old! To celebrate my birthday, tomorrow on Monday me and my parents will visit one of my aunties in London! May my family be blessed with happiness everyday!

Wednesday was my last day at collage as it's now closed for three weeks! I "might" come back, now why's that? 
          
          Well...my birthday is coming on the 15th which is a day away and my auntie will come with her kids to my house....
          
          Here's the thing...her kids are...PAIN! They both are constantly screeching and screaming without anything to watch, constantly...they both are extremely young but they can walk, they're somewhere around 3 to 6 years old and they're growing up fast.
          
          They're technically a part of GEN ALPHA! We all know what they're like...these kids will constantly damage their brains with rot and will fucking be the end of me! They both can't fully speak English yet due to my auntie and uncle being Bengali.
          
          I may be quite harsh but, I can't handle Gen Alpha since...they're the bane of everything in existence! I really pray and hope that they won't stay for long, and hell...even my mother thinks this is a bad idea!!
          
          When I was a little baby, I was a good girl because my mother disciplined me with multiple tactics, and she doesn't speak English either, so it's a miracle I can even speak and type in English!
          
          Which leads me to another thing...to those people who have kids, please be responsible to them! They're learning and developing at a very quick pace! Be cautious of whatever they're watching, because they could become horrible people very quick! Do whatever you can to discipline them into behaving, make them understand their lesson!  
          
          AND DON'T JUST LET THEM GET AWAY WITH IT!!! Other kids and people could be at risk, punish those naughty brats with what they deserve! This goes to my Auntie's family and to everyone within this current generation!
          
          But as of right now, I'll think about coming back to Wattpad for now, but this is my general take with what's happening right now! Pray for me to survive this hell! Bye!

Today's Nikki's birthday, as someone who's played Love Nikki and Shining Nikki, I'm truly happy to say happy birthday to her on such a day. I've only known Nikki since a year ago, and it already feels like a lifetime! May you always shine with a heart of infinite possibilities forevermore! Let's continue our journey together! Thank you, to the girl who changed my life!

Welp...today's the day of playing Infinity Nikki! I first tried playing on Pc and...it couldn't handle the game, even on the lowest settings!! I'm ashamed of my pc being this bad, I have plenty of storage and it was janky as hell!! But I was able to play on my phone with little to no lag, and it runs smoothly, so yippee! 
          
          I'll have to play on phone if I want to make sure my Pc doesn't burn up in flames! I'll also take a break from writing on Wattpad due to collage, Infinity Nikki and other things that I'm preoccupied with so...yeah...but I hope everyone is having a fun time in Miraland! So bye for now!!

I also finished downloading Infinity Nikki on my Pc today! I'M SO HYPED FOR TOMMOROW!!! SEE Y'ALL IN MIRALAND!!!

Just finished downloading Infinity Nikki on my phone! See you all on the 5th!

I HAVE RETURNED!!! I'm back baby! I've finally decided to come back after...a long time (Around 3 to 4 if not 5 months, geeze!) of nothing when it comes to updates but I'm happy to be back! I've decided to release a new story called "Shining Nikki rewrite! Vast Blossoms!" This is gonna be our next anniversary event over on global for Shining Nikki next year, and yes...I HAVE TRANSLATED THE WHOLE STORY ON CN LINE FOR LINE!!! 
          
          It was such a painful but fun process nonetheless, and yes I know it takes place during volume 3 but due to how long it is, I'd rather just make a new book than write it all for 3 to 5 hours and get tired midway! I truly do hope you guys enjoy it and yes...THIS CONTAINS SPOILERS so don't read it yet until I finish the volume 1 rewrite! OK?!
          
          Anyways, I've got collage tomorrow so I've gotta sleep at 9:30 PM (Aka 21:30) until then so bye and thank you all so much! Truly thank you all from the depths of my heart, if so...THEN WAIT FOR ME!

Now that y'all have the main context of my story, I just want to say...thank you all truly for your support. Ok, now back to the current story about college, I told you all that I stayed in my current course for this year and now, I feel a bit better after having calmed down from this whole shitstorm.
          
          I didn't have any friends or any real close connections with the exception of my mother, my stepdad and my family over in Bangladesh. My stepdad came to the UK during October 31st 2021(Halloween time baby!) and compared to my real old man, my stepdad is a saint, he genuinely loves me and my mother and currently are living happily.
          
          Next month in early November, I'll be getting money from my old man as he's forced to transfer his money to my account ready in time for my birthday on December 15 for my 18th birthday.
          
          And about my college, I realistically can't go anywhere for transportation due to my stepdad's job as we three live so fucking far away from many, MANY colleges with the exception of one.
          
          Of course, I won't disclose which college I go to or about my family members (Except for my old man, FUCK YOU!) 
          
          Growing up, I never realistically had time to adjust to reality due to my rough life but now...looking back on my life, I'm happy to be alive and I pray and hope that our future will become brighter.
          
          About the future of this account as Miriam Kaslana! I'll take my time with updated as I'll try to smile for the future, you all are what keeps me going, I'll also post this stuff on my Twitter account for everyone over there, also  follow me if you want:
          
          https://x.com/ShahLovely3
          
          And tomorrow on Monday, I guess I'll be touching grass! Hope y'all touch grass too, for the sake of sanity and mental wellbeing! BYE!

Anyway's fast forward a couple of years later, during high school I had to be picked up by my old man back to 26 selbone road(I don't care about what people say about the address, I'm exposing it for all the pain that household caused me) I naïvely thought at that time that my parents could come back together, since I didn't know any context at that time.
          
          But that last day and that thought was my greatest mistake.
          
          Ok flashback Time!
          
          When I was six years old, my mother told me that I'll be in contact with my biological father for...reasons (Even till this day I still won't know, but I personally don't care) Point is, is that every other week, I would spend time with my old man as he fucking manipulated me for a majority of my life, from 6-13 years of age into thinking he cared for me without ever knowing the truth.
          
          On that last day of contact, my old man was furious at me due me spending more time with my mother than him as he was screaming downstairs of the damn house as my other auntie(A horrible woman who harassed my mother, allegedly according to my mother, due to me not being born yet at that time) and Grandma said nothing as my old man was bitching about me, like what?
          
          I was upstairs in my room as I was crying like crazy as I was at my lowest, both mentally and physically, and remember I was 13 at this time, and now I'm 17, about to become 18 alright?
          
          But things got even worse, my old man called another auntie from his side of the family and my cousin and was screaming at my mother on the phone as I was traumatised, I wasn't even able to speak as nothing but tears fell down my face as I was broken.
          
          I left that cursed household and came home to my mother as she and I cried throughout the whole night.
          
          Even till this day, I'm still traumatised with that whole scuffle and I still think, "I wasn't even given a choice...even if I were to go back to that day...I'd still be broken without any friends or close confidants know..."

Alright, I want to be clear, I'm still on hiatus and haven't updated any stories yet due to my current mental state. Recently, I was going through a rough time at college with my current course and I wanted to change it, but the course I wanted to change to was already closed so I had to wait for next year. 
          
          Due to this, I had to either stay at my current course or leave and not come back to college, my tutor didn't even disclose on whether or not I'd still be able to attend my maths functional skills or not, due to this, my mental health was at an all time low.
          
          I told my mum about this and she told my auntie who is a solicitor as they both consoled me on what I wanted. I was torn, I'm about to be 18 in December and I NEEDED education or else...My current house will be sold off and I along with my mum and dad will be homeless due to a certain someone threating us.
          
          I was in distress but however, I had to make a choice so I decided to stay in my current course so that I can not become homeless.
          
          For context, my current dad that's living with me and my mum over here in Luton is my stepdad, both him and my mum were born in Bangladesh as my mother came to England around the year 2000 and around that time, my BIOLOGICAL FATHER married my mother as she was pressured by his family.
          
          In the year 2006, I was born and all hell broke loose a couple of years after my birth. MY BIOLOGICAL FATHER fucking assaulted my mother and tried to murder me as a small infant child! During all this, one of my mother's ears was bleeding out and had to be omitted at the hospital as a couple of weeks later they divorced as I was within my mother's custody.
          
          Why am I telling y'all this? 
          
          I've been bottling this up for years, so I've decided to finally come clean. My real name is Miriam Ahad, the daughter of my bloody old man, my biological father, Abdul Ahad, a Bangladesh astronomer who was famous during 2006 for the infamous "Ruby Star" that he named in the night sky.