I'm not really good in-terms of oral communication. I don't know, i just realized it just today. Maybe they are right. I have something in my mind but when i put it into words, probably, most of the people i talk to thinks differently, and i, myself rest assured that there really is something wrong.
When i was in high school, some sort of open forum, someone told me that i'm "pranka", totally i guess so, i speak before i think and it's a habit which i don't know how to erase. I sometimes, well "MOST" of the time regret what i say. I am just not used to express myself orally or even on text or message.
And i now i am having a big trouble with it. A famous quotation says that, you must express what you think, but it turns out that i express what i thought i think. It is very bothersome, regretful, and it feels heavy inside.
I "was" talkative in school. But now, i think i lost my voice. And i hope i could find it.