The past may not be pleasing nor the future may be scary you should remember that past is always a part of us, it helped us in some ways while the future helps you become the person who you want to be. In becoming who you are don't be pressured because of what people say cause it won't lead you to your true destination instead it will lead you to the path where in you become who they want you to be and that is indeed scary as hell but God above is there to help you and there's this human will that make us succeed in every obstacle and decision we make.