ShannonJacks

what's up just a reminder I was 14 years old when I wrote the FICS trying to be ANGSTY so like leave me alone lmao 

ShannonJacks

Meghan: ok make sure u give urself time to work on urself
          
          Me: hAHAHAHA yeah mhm sure like I can do tHAT who do u think I am, someone who can deal with their own issues without feeling guilty?? I'm just gonna push them away and sleep ok bye 

ShannonJacks

literally anyone: i feel like garbage 
          
          Me: PUSHES ALL MY PROBLEMS ASIDE, GRABS ALL THE POSITIVE THINGS ABOUT THAT PERSON AND MAKES THEM FEEL BETTER BUT USES UP ALL MY ENGERY. 
          
          someone else: no but I also feel sick
          
          Me: CONTINUES TO FIND POSITIVE THINGS ABOUT THAT OTHER PERSON TO MAKE SURE THEY FEEL BETTER AND JUGGLES THE OTHER PERSON AT THE SAME TIME.
          
          me: exhausted, problems r worse
          
          Other person: my hair is sticking up
          
          Me; ZOOMS OVER TO THEM AND EXPLAINS WHY THERE HAIR IS BEAUTIFUL AND IS RUNNING OFF P MUCH NOTHING
          
          Me: too exhausted to deal with own problems or others 
          
          Person: hey I feel bad Shan help
          
          Me: ha ha sorry I can't, I'm gonna cry
          
          Person: U BITCH 
          
          me: iM SORRY UR WONDERFUL
          ILY UR GREAT GOD BLESS WE SHOULD ALL WORSHIP U
          
          and the cycle continues