Shannon...
Do NOT, I beg of you, do NOT listen to those down below who only tear you down.
They honestly couldn't care less about you; they are just saying that because they are angry, or they enjoy making you suffer.
But...
If you were looking for safety, and kindness online here, then you won't find it.
I have seen so, SO many people on Wattpad, get so depressed, and even leave Wattpad, broken, all because of the people on it.
So...
don't get discouraged with the people here. They don't matter in your life right now.
Focus on the reality, and not the fantasy.
After all, the fantasy only lasts for a few seconds of bliss, but then it's gone...